Your perfect to me

i will not let him take his last breathe

2 WEEKS LATER........

I wake up next to my brain dead boyfriend who i have been waiting to wake up for the past two weeks. and today marks the final day for him to wake up or i have to let go forever. i noticed that they had a count down and it was at 2hr56mins. i thought my boyfriend has 2hrs56mins till i have to sign him to his death bed.i was so scared and then i saw JJ come in with breakfast. She asks me how i am doing today and if anything was new with Aaron. I give her a faint smile for a split second but it went back to a frown, the same way it has been for 2 weeks of my life and i said nothing is new for him he is just..........just lying there cold and pale and i don't want him to go like that it is too sad and im sure he wants to die a better way then this.i sat there holding his hand for what felt like 3 minutes when JJ looked up and i saw her face went cold and pale,as i looked up i wanted to cry but my reaction was the same as JJ's. the clock had 2 minutes left till i had to say goodbye to the love of my life and i was so done today i had enough heart break for these 2 weeks. i gave hotch one last kiss and i felt my life flash before my eyes. i held his cold hand and told him i'm so so sorry Aaron i was trying my best and now i feel like i am giving up on you and i see that now and i want to cry and i am you can bet that, when you went into the coma i wanted to throw all of my life away and waited for you to wake up and i know you would want me to get over it and do everything in life and move on but i can't Aaron not now because you were my life and now look where i am and this is the last time i get to say that i love you too much to let you take your last breathe but i need you to wake up Aaron please i am begging you come back to me. Just then i heard the timer go off and i looked up at JJ and i told her no no not now i don't want them to pull the plug on him i love him too much Jennifer he is all i have left to love he is the reason i wake up every morning and he makes me feel so safe and now i have to let go it's not fair. she looks at me and the doctor comes in and the team comes in and they are all in black and Penelope comes to my side and puts her arms around me and i start to cry. the doctor gives me one last  look and that was it, the room was filled with a loud,flatline beep and i start to sob. i never want to hear that sound again in my life untill it is mine