꒰ ETERNAL ꒱ - JOOKYUN ˎˊ˗

💫 || twelve.

EDITED - 19 JUL 2020

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hoseok didn't want to answer jooheon's question when there were so many people around and he excused himself about it. jooheon understood him.

after they were done, they went out and jooheon lead hoseok to a park where he thought hoseok would feel more comfortable since there weren't many people yet. they sat in the middle of a field that usually had dogs running around freely.

hoseok lied back on the ground, feeling longer strands of grass tickling his skin. he took a small flower that had happened to be in-between his fingers and looked at it. "what do you know about reviving angels?" he asked while spinning the flower.

"nothing..." jooheon shrugged after thinking for a while. he didn't want to mention anything about that one site because he still didn't believe what he read was true. "that was what i called for, actually. i wanted to ask you if it's possible."

"well, it is possible." hoseok threw the flower aside and gazed at the sky and the passing clouds, not saying anything for a while. "but not exactly. they are revived as humans." he let out a prolonged sigh. "i was an angel before. my human brought me back to life but died soon after."

jooheon lied down next to hoseok, crossing his arms as he also looked up. "if i bring changkyun back he's going to be human," he thought out loud. the older hummed. "can't you revive your human?"

hoseok clicked his tongue. "angels can be revived, humans can't, demons never die. that's how things are." he closed his eyes.

"how did you die?"

"okay, listen, that's a funny story," hoseok sat up all of a sudden, seeming really cheerful once again. jooheon only glanced at him without getting up.

"you already know that alcohol is bad for humans and everything that's bad affects angels, right?" jooheon nodded, feeling like he was only rubbing salt into the wound. "well, if angels drink alcohol it doesn't only affect them, it kills them right on the spot because it's basically a poison. and i was really sleepy and exhausted of doing errands and didn't see what bottle i grabbed and i basically killed myself," he let out a chuckle. "i was in my human's apartment, she had a boyfriend who drank every now and then like normal people do, therefore there was alcohol in the fridge... right next to the juice."

he had probably learned how to look at the funny side of that, jooheon thought. but it was as if he wasn't brave enough to speak about his human.

as hoseok kept on talking his smile was gradually disappearing.

"i was so happy when i saw her again, i couldn't believe a human would love me enough to bring me back to life." he sighed as his mood obviously dropped again. his moods could change in just seconds, the other noticed. "i miss her so much."

he lied down again, turning to jooheon. he was looking at him and didn't say anything else. he felt sorry for jooheon, just thinking about what he had to go through to bring his angel back.

he wanted to stop him or to at least warn him about absolutely everything.

he was also worried. what if jooheon also died? it would've made the whole reviving process a waste of time.

"would changkyun hate me if i force him to live his life as a human?"

"a lot."

"is it really that bad?"

"worse than you can imagine... but i'm sure that he will forgive you just because he loves you so much."

jooheon's anxiety kicked in really fast. what if changkyun stopped loving him?