Dear diary of my life

First day

DEAR DIARY,
I am really happy today. Do you wanna know why, because i got you today. I have heard many people say that books are loyal to you, and will be there for you whenever you need them.well I surely hope you will always be there for me.

Even though today is your first day with me i have got a lot of things to write.
Today was a very lucky day of my life, because two awesome things happened today.
      •I got you ( diary)
      • My crush asked me out
Well now i will get into details as to how the second thing happened. Today I got to school a bit late today, so I practically ran into my class. Everyone (except one certain person) were already out in the biology lab. Well you might have already guessed who it was. Yes it was my crush. His name is Leo. But I didn't wait to see what the heck he was doing in class when others were already out. So I quickly took my books and i ran but before i got out of the class he called me.
I turned around and saw him coming towards me, my heart started beating so hard i am damn sure he must have heard it. He stopped when he was just inches away from me and asked me if I wanted to go out with him. At first I couldn't believe my ears, but the next second i was screaming yesssssss  and I hugged him i was so happy.

Even now when i am writing all this I still can't believe he asked me out, because I know i am not pretty like the other girls. Even though i am in high school I still get bullied. Why you ask! The reason is simple because i am ugly i am not smart and i am shy.

Even if the first five paragraphs are about me being happy, don't get the wrong idea. I am not happy in fact i get happy only once in a blue moon. That might have given you an idea about my unhappy life. Yeah I literally hate my life because my life is so fucked up that if you hear more about it you will go mad.

I am sorry even though I have finished writing so many things I still haven't introduced myself to you or welcomed you.

My name is Hazel Hearts.( I know it is  wierd but that's my name). And I welcome you to the journey  through my fucked up life. I am 17 years old and i love to read and write. Yeah one day i am thinking about publishing a book by me. Even though I love reading i am unable to read much. Why?? Because my family members think it's a crime or something, they also think reading stories will spoil me. My family members still think and live the 19th century way. But hello face the reality this is the 21st century. And i wanna live my life this way not the 19th century way. 

Hmmm i wish I could tell you more about my life but right now I can't. I have got to take my 2 devilish younger brothers to the park. Well you might be curious about why i call them devils but i will get back to that later.

- Hazel-