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Chapter 9.

Shawns POV:

I had this bad feeling in my stomach. I dont know why. I couldn't focus on anything but reece... I couldn't just leave Andrew while we are talking about the music video. But something was up, something bad...

Reeces POV:

I open the cabinet. My dads pills were there and a couple other pills. But before i could get them i grab my ohone and message shawn,
Reece: i love you with my body, heart, soul to death❤️

I click send and put a whole lot of pills in my palm and look at myself in the mirror.

My cheeks were stained with black tears, my eyes all red and puffy, my nose red and well i looked like a mess. But that was the least of my worries.

I look back down at the pills and back up in the mirror. My face suddenly goes pale.

Dad.

He was behind me holding my shoulders. His chin resting on the top of my head and smiling.

"Dad..." I whispered.
"Keep my promise honey, stay alive trust me on this... stay alive they need you they love you... shawn loves you," he whispered. He kisses the top of my head.

I look back down at the pills and then back in the mirror. He was gone.

Do it.

"No..." i cry.
Just do it.
"No..." i say wiping my tears with my free hand.
Kill. Your. Self.
"NO!" I yell throwing the pills on the ground and collapsing on the floor. I bury my face in my hands and cry my heart out.

"I want to stay alive..." i cry.

Shawns POV:

"Shawn man, whats wrong?" Brian asks.
"Your head isn't in the game mendes whats up?" Andrew asks.
"I have this bad feeling in my stomach, i have a bad feeling about something..." i sigh.

"Is it reece? Are you thinking about why she was so angry?" Brian asks.
I nod.
"Can we talk about the music video later andrew? Please i want to check up on reece.." i say.

"Shawn we dont have time! Can't you wait?..." he asks.
"Please Andrew...." i say
"Andrew come on let him go check on his girl, i promise after that he will be much better after he does!" Brian smiles. Andrew looks at both of us and sighs closing his notebook.

"Fine! But no more distractions tomorrow! Promise?" He asks.
I smile at Andrew.
"Thank you man!" I say getting up and grabbing my jacket. I walk outside and check my phone.

ReecesPieces💗: i love you with my body, heart, soul to death❤️

When i look at the message my heart drops. I dont know why but it does. I reply back:

Ily more... reece is everything okay? I'm coming over❤️

I run to her house and open the door.
I see reeces mom, kyle and katy all cuddled up on the couch watching a movie.
"Oh shawn hello!" Reeces mom chirps.
"Hey errr wheres reece?" I ask.
I hear a grunt from kyle.

"Upstairrss...whyyy?" She asks.
"No reason can't i see my girlfriend?" I ask.
I walk upstairs to see reeces door opened.

Weird... she hates it when her door is open...

"Reece?" I whispered. I see there is crashed glass all over the floor.
"What the..." i say.

Suddenly i hear a crash come from the bathroom.

"REECE!" I yell. The door was locked. I dont know what came over me but i kicked the door open.

I see reece huddle in the corner, crying. Pills were all over the floor. She kept on saying
"I-i want to stay a-alive,"