You know I was never that type of person to open up and explain what I feel to others. I was that kind of person who just kept everything to myself, like literally when I say "everything" I mean like I was the most quiet person ever. Nobody had a clue what was going on inside my mind. And others started to worry about me because I would never talk or smile or anything basically. Because at the moment in time what was going on in my life, I felt like people did not deserve to know who I was or what I was capable of. So as time passed when horrible things started to take action in my life these violet thoughts started to haunt me in a way I felt like I wasn't stable enough to act normal with others. I was losing it slowly I was terrified of what my emotions could do. But not only did my emotions disturb me but my life was one complete big mess. It may be the past but it sure did change the way I was. I guess I was living a nightmare but wasn't aware of it until reality smacked me in the face very hard.
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emotions of terror
Non-FictionI've really never understand life and the way it works. I sometimes feel like I'm just breathing but not actually living. It's scary sometimes of what the human mind can think about certain things. Tbh, I'm terrified.
