All by myself [COMPLETED]

Few years later

Jenna's POV
2 years and 7 months have gone by since I left Val. I gave birth to a beautiful little girl called Attiya Alexis C. Johnson. Attiya means gift, Alexis is a shortener for Alexandra and Val's second name is Alexandrovich and well the C stands for Chmerkovskiy. Even though we're not together anymore I still felt like he deserved to have his initials in his daughter's name. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by a 22 months old who's hungry. "Mama, I'm hungwy." She says. "You're hungry babygirl? What if I make us some eggs and bacon and with orange juice ?" I asked. Her eyes lighted up. She have those beautiful big greenish eyes. My mom says that she have the shape of my eyes but she definitely got the color from Val. She also got those fierce curls from Val. It hurts me to know that somewhere my old life awaits but now I can't go back there. Not anymore. I remember the first time Attyia understood that Val was her father. We were watching Dancing With the stars and since she was born I told her that he was her dad when he appeared on TV, but that time it was different. My brother Skyler was watching her while I went to grabbed some popcorn and he explained her that Val was her father just like Grandpa Curt is mama's dad. Ever since that day, when Val comes on TV she screams that it's her dada. As a mother, it hurts my heart to see my baby girl so happy about this masculine figure she only see through the TV but I can't risk to get rejected, for her to get rejected. Every night I tell her that both mama and dada loves her and it's better that way. The only one who knows about Attyia is my family and the neighbors.
We ate our lunch and went to the park. While we were walking we bumped into a young lady. "Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry !" I said. "Jenna ?!" I recognize the voice. "Brittany... What are you doing here ?" I asked. "Visiting my parents. How are you it's been 2 years now !" She says. "Mama, I wanna go to the park !" Attyia add. "Mama ?" Britt asks. "Yeah and I gotta go now ! It was nice seeing you Britt ! " I said. She followed us. "We need to talk... Can I come over tonight ?" "Yeah sure Britt... See you later. " I said.
When we got home, the dinner was already on the table so we ate then I gave Attyia a bath before putting her to bed. I was cleaning the living room when Brittany knocked on my door. I invited her to come in and we went to my room
(B-Brittany / J-Jenna)
B : It's been quite a while now... 2 years ! A lot happened in those 2 years. You had a baby and you didn't told anybody.
J : Are you seriously sulking me Britt ?
B : Yes ! And if my instinct is right, that baby's father doesn't know about her, right !
J : How is he doing ?
B : You left him heartbroken Jen. He had a hard time.
J : It was him or me. He would've left me if I would've told him I was pregnant !
B : So you left him because you were pregnant ? You knew about the baby and you still left !
J : How do you think he would've react ? He would've ran away saying that she isn't his and I would've end up alone raising my baby except I would be on social medias ! Jenna Johnson says she's pregnant with fellow dancing with the stars pro dancer Val Chmerkovskiy and he disagree! That is how it would've turned so I better here !
B : Whatever ! It's your life JJ but remember that they both deserves to know about each other.
J : Brittany ! Promise me you won't tell him...
B : I promise...
She then left. I put on some pajama's and crawled into bed. I started to cry in a fetal position. All of this was my fault... Val's not knowing his daughter and Attyia not knowing that much about her father. I hear a door open and a baby joined me in my bed. "Mama, why you crwying ?" "Don't worry baby girl. Mama's fine" I leaned her into a hug and kissed her forehead. We fell asleep shortly after. She really is a gift, a beautiful one.