adult world. (harry styles)

chapter 1

“Common Chloe, just this once I swear it will be fun! And if you don’t like it after 1 hour we can leave “she said begging me following me from the hallway all the way to our dorm, she has been begging me all day over this party, all I do is look at her with a weird face “you know that guy Andrew from our literature class will be there the one that said your favorite fraise from Rome and Juliet, I saw how you were looking at him you know you like him even if you wont admit it you like his looks and his brains last time at Amanda’s pool party he looked really hot without a shirt sometimes he even looks at you with lustful eyes” okay so just because one of the hottest guys in my literature guy will be there that I might like will be there does not make a difference I still think   those parties are for dumbasses that are wasting there life having sex and drinking plus most of them look like sluts, she kept on talking about how this party is such a good idea, I just let her speak cause I really did not want to make her feel bad meanwhile I changed into my yoga pants and a spots bra to do my after school routine, today was Friday and was also last we had class cause for the hole next week we don’t have classes teachers are having discussions about the graduating class and all that stuff so they gave us a brake “so…will you come you know I wont stop talking about it until you say yes” she continued while I did my stretches, and she was right she wont leave me alone until she gets what I want, I don’t get why she wants me to go I mean she will just ditch me as soon as a hot guy asks her to dance cause she is probably the best looking girl in school she looks like a model pretty brown wavy hair pretty green/blue is eyes and her lips are full light pink color she has the perfect height and her body is perfectly sculpted I swear she is just PERFECTION when I’m next to her people ask there self why someone like me would be next to her its like that song Chloe from emblem 3 its exactly like my life when I’m with her “alright I’ll come to your stupid frat party, but even if I go he wont notice me cause I’m not you I don’t look hot or even cute all that’s in my closet is jeans and shirts mostly sweaters and yoga stuff “ you can borrow some of my cloth, this is going to be the best night of your life!” after her going out to get us some stuff to eat me doing my workout and heading to the shower, when I got out she was getting ready and on my bed laid a short black skirt with a black bralet “uhm…you don’t actually think I’m going to wear that do you?” she looked at me trough her vanity mirror “of course you will you have a hot body and you have to show it now use one of your hot black laced underwear “I looked at her with wide eyes, I got those from my mom when I came to collage and I never wore them cause they look very uncomfortable “yeah I know you got them, and there hot “I just blushed and wore my underwear” okay now what?” I asked her, she just finished doing her make up and hair she just split it in the middle and did some beach-sih waves they looked really pretty and nice she was wearing white laced underwear and matching bra “come here and I’ll do your makeup and hair” I sad on the white vanity chair and just closed my eyes so that she could do my makeup, when she was done I was actually really happy for how it turned out, she kept it simple she just did really little foundation on and then some blush on my cheeks my lips were light pink and for my eyes she just did on the outer corners of my eyes some brown and on the middle some lighter brown and blended it and she winged out the eyeliner and also some mascara I think it looked really nice “wow” is all that came out of my mouth” she smiled at me and node” wow indeed see you look beautiful its simple and very pretty and seductive, now your hair, you have beautiful hair its long so I wont do anything with it just comb it and make a few waves with the curling wand for the rest we will just leave it loose alright?” she asked and I nodded she is so good with all this girly stuff, she did what she told me she would do and it looked amazing “you already look hot without cloth imagine when you walk in how guys will look at you, now go get dressed!” she ordered and I did as told she also got dressed with a black tight dress and a black leather jacket she put on some knee high socks and some ankle booties I guess black is the new trend, I looked at the cloth laying on my bed and but it on it was pretty short its as if I was only wearing my underwear “god! You look hot gurl!” I looked at myself in the full length mirror and indeed I did not look like myself I looked like some kind of model in a magazine, but that was just the makeup and cloth” this is to revealing! I’m not going out like this” she frowned and then put out her index finger indicating she got an idea, she went through my cloth in my closet and found one of my big cardigans that was as long as my skirt “okay wear that and lets go” I orders not wanting to disuse with her “we walked to the party cause it was just down the street and we could already see some cars and the closer we got the louder the music was and the more parked cars we saw. We went in and people were looking at us we were also getting allot of lustful looks from guys. Rose was holding my hand dragging me through the back of the house I guess we were walking to the kitchen, my heart was pounding not only because of the loud music but because there were allot of eyes on me, we reached the kitchen and she handed me a drink witch I accepted “drink and have fun! Now follow me” she talked over the music se took my free hand again and took me to a group of people sitting down on a couch who I guess were her friends and sitting next to one of the skanky girls that I think her name was Amanda was sitting Andrew he just looked at me like he was going to eat my right now, rose let go of my hand to say hi and hug everyone there she introduced me to everyone “ guys this is my room mate and best friend Chloe” they all said nice to meet you and Andrew spoke ”hey, sit here” he said patting down the spot next to me, rose was sitting on her boyfriends lap he was a real hot guy but he was really nice not like what people think of those frat popular boys he was different, they all spoke while I was just drinking my drink awkwardly” so class today was interesting” Andrew spoke to me close to my ear “yeah, it was different “he was looking at my long naked legs “you look really different” he said now looking at my eyes, I looked a bit confused so he corrected himself “a good different, you know…l-like hot, really  hot” he said again under his breath, I felt my cheeks getting super hot and all I did was drink yet again from cup “t-thanks” I finally answered, after a long time of talking about books and music and dancing to the high beat songs and also a few slow hot songs witch he called me “sexy” when I rocked my hips from one side to the other , I was really drunk for the first time but I was still conscious this was my first time I got drunk and I was handling it really well, for a moment I don’t remember what happened but Andrew and I are now in a random room in the house and he was on top of my, he took his shirt of and continued kissing me hungrily “your turn” he said trough the kiss, I was trying to take the shirt off and he helped me take it off both of us breathing really heavy” are you a virgin?” he asked under his breath kissing me “what? Of course not” I went back to kiss him nervously but right now I did not care about anything I was so excited I guess I should not be so unsocial as we kissed and a few smiles through out the kiss he started touching my thighs slowly going up and down, I heard giggles and laughter coming from the closet and something falling down “what was that?” I said stopping him from nibbling my neck “nothing come one lets keep going!” I got him off of me and walked to the closet and when I opened is I saw Amanda and some dude I never saw before with a camera, I looked straight back at Andrew who was now hiding his smile and laughter “common! It was just a dare its for art class” he said now smiling, I search around the room for my shirt I felt my eyes filling with water but they did not come out “what? You did not actually think I was into you?” he looked at me amused, as soon as I found my top and cardigan I opened the  I guess to dramatically cause everyone turned around to see me, I did not even bother putting on my shirt I just wanted to get out of there I found the stairs and Andrew was following me behind” yeah I mean you look hot but you are too boring and you aren’t sexy at all you cant even move those hips girl” he shouted now I feel  the warm salty water streaming down my cheeks, he just kept saying a bunch of shit I did not even bother to listen while I was stumping down the stairs “Chloe! What’s wrong? Are you okay?” said Jason rose’s boyfriend and behind him was her they both looked really worried but I just walked away and as soon as I was out side I ran as fast as I could to my dorm, I cried the hole night that night and after that day I only focused on school