I'm Sorry...

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I felt my body shiver as I tried standing up....the deep wounds that covered my body had started to dry and stick onto my clothes... Everytime I moved it stung...as soon as I was close to standing up, I was kicked back down...I fell and coughed up an amount of crimson, I looked up at him... My vision was blurry but I could still see the haunting death glare he gave me...

"Why can't you just give up and die?! "

He yelled as he pushed me down closer to the rough ground below me...I grabbed his leg and gripped it as I tried to push it off me...I was winced and grunting but soon his sadistic eyes widened as he watched me struggle...

"RASHOUMON!"

He yelled and black,red glowing tendrils pierced through my body like needles through cloth... I screeched and tears flowed... It wasn't over...I felt a grip upon my leg and I was tossed upwards and needles of his ability stabbed me...I soon dropped down harshly...as I landed,something fell from my once white now red shirt... It was a locket.... I remember.... It was a gift given to me by Dazai-san yesterday.. 

Flashback

"Dazai-san? Where are you taking me? "

"You'll see~!Don't worry! "

"B-but we're supposed to be headed the other way!"

He looked at me with a soft smile as he kept his hand interlocked with mine...

"Trust me"

I sighed but a smile bloomed on my face...We have been together for a few months now... Come to think of it... We had been through alot together...but it made me happy that in every victory I come across...he was there with me...I was glad someone made me feel special and feel important for once...

"Aaaaand we're here~!"

He announced as we arrived at the same bridge and riverbank where I first met him...but there was a small picnic area set up...There were fruits... Sandwiches....and tea on rice! I blushed as I turned to face him only to see a bouquet of daffodils and lavender tulips.

"They reminded me of your eyes"

He spoke as I lightly took them...my cheeks heated up as I looked up and stuttered...

"D-dazai-san... W-what's all this for? "

"hmm well... To put it to simple terms... You mentioned you hadn't eaten yet so I thought I'd prepare something special on our Anniversary sary~!"

"So that's why you weren't around earli--- wait A-ANNIVERSARY !? "

right... It was the day he and I had confessed to one another and I forgot... I was ashamed and I hid my face behind the bouquet I held, he let out a mellow laugh and lowered the flowers...I looked up, blushing red as he smiled...

"Dazai-san... I---"

My sentence was cut when I felt him plant a soft yet passionate kiss upon me, I was shocked at first but I closed my eyes and kissed back... We continued until we ran out of air...

"I love you Atsushi-kun...therefore here..."

He pulled out a golden locket,he opened it and showed inside was a picture of the two of us,he put it around my neck and kissed my forehead.I smiled and embraced him.

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