Why Jason. Why?

"J-Jason." I whispered not believing he was at my front door.

"N-Natalie. I don't know where to start, with all the sorrys you deserve. Just know that I love you and I always have." He whispered back his lips trembling as his eyes filled with pools of tears flowed down his soft cheek one by one.

One minute he was telling me he loves me the next a bullet went flying through his brain as he dropped from my hands onto the floor. The love of my life was killed right before my very eyes.