To Be or not To Be

Chapter 1

Hi, my name is Roxana and I am a Junior at Fenwick. I have two brothers, who you will meet later, the older one named Cody and the younger one named Grayson. I know how there is that one person you really like well I have liked him since the first day I saw him in kindergarten. Anyways let's get on with the story. In moved away to India for a few years and always thought of him. I came back in middle school and completely embarrassed myself in front of him. we went on to high school. Even though I dated other people I always thought I would one day end up going out with him.When Junior year came around we never really talked and when we would run into each other he would scurry off like he didn't see me. 

Over the next few months seeing each other became awkward, so avoiding him seemed to be the best option. I never told you his name did I. His name is Edward. He has amazing dirty blonde hair with light blue eyes and a tall muscular structure. He is just altogether hot. By the end of the year, we were almost never seen in the same room, except for English which we had together, or when he came over to hang out with my brother. I could never figure out why he was so distant and there was one way to find out. I have to have Cody ask him why.

When I got home I was surprised to see that Cody was not home but Edward was on the front porch waiting for him. When I finished opening the door I asked Edward if he wanted to come in. To my surprise, Edward said he would love to but he wasn't there for Cody.  When I asked him why he was here he started to hesitate and turned around and walked away. I ended up calling him later on that day but he sent me straight to voicemail so I had my brother call him and then Edward finally answered.I asked my brother to put the phone on speaker but what I heard next was something I could ever expect.