Bandages. (Andy Biersack) (Completed)

Chapt. 16

I never gave much attention to the hate that I receive.

But today this one got to me.

And I was pissed.

It was by some guy who thinks he's so fucking smooth.

His name was Shane Morris.

He was a complete dick with nothing more than desperation.

Honestly, I don't know why the fuck he's bothering me.

But...he is.

His words were fiesty, sticking under my skin.

The words were like scars implanted in my brain.

The way he described my career.. it hurt.

He said I sounded like a squealing pig whenever I would scream.

He said I looked like a drug user because I was pale.

Of course I knew I was talented.

I know I do not look like a drug user.

Nor do I use them.

But his words stung like bees.

I sighed and set my phone down burrying my head in my hands wiping away tears with my palm.

Andy wasn't here today.

He had gone out with his friends.

I was all alone.
I was afraid of what I was going to do to help myself.
My phone buzzed once again and I groaned reaching over for it.
I read exactly what he said.
'@ShianneSG: I don't understand how you could possibly even be alive. I mean you harm right? Why don't you just bleed out.'
At this point, I was torn apart.
I have never mentioned my self harming to anyone. Not even in my interviews.
I threw my phone down and stood up, not caring about the pain in my left side.
I ran up towards the bathroom and searched through Andys bathroom cabinets for his razor.
Shianne what are you doing?
I couldn't decide on what exactly I wanted to do but I knew my consequences.
I always bleed to much.....
No Shianne, don't do this.
I repeated stop tons of times in my head but I never listen to myself.
I popped the razor blade out of the razor and took it across my skin.
I have to much to get off of my chest.
My father, Tony, this whole hate thing.
It was all to much for me.
And yes. It's very very necessary.
I dropped the blade after 6 deep cuts.
I don't want another trip to the hospital.
I ran over to the sink and ran it under warm water and grabbed guaze, then wrapped my arm.
Just in time because Andy came home.

A/N
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