Swanqueen one shots

Nobody Loves Me

Emma POV
Regina is going to love this. It was our 4th anniversary. I got her a dozen roses and a reservation at her favorites restaurant. I got home and saw that Regina was already there. Perfect. I walk out and go inside. " Regina I'm home. " she comes down with a sad look on her face. " babe what wrong is everything alright. " " Emma I have to tell you something. " " ok but your scaring me. Is Henry alright. " she nods her head and points to the sofa. I sit down " I think we need to break up" " what what why what did I do. " " I I I'm in love with Robin again" I had tears on my eyes " Regina do you even know what today is" she shakes her head I burst into tears. " it's our fucking 4th anniversary" " I forgot" I stand up and I throw the roses at her. I go upstairs and pack my stuff I go into my drawer and pick up the ring that I was supposed to give her today. I go downstairs and stop halfway at the stairs. " here ask Robin to marry you . " I throw the ring at her. I go back upstairs and she runs after me. But I was faster. I locked the door and magicked  everything into the house that I bought before me and Regina became a couple. I went into my bed and cried.
1 week later
I haven't been out of my bed. I couldn't I didn't have the energy to live anymore. I'd rather die then be in this cruel world. That was it.  I quickly dressed up and poofed myself to Golds shop. " Mr. Gold I need something " He looks at me and smirks " what is it that you need dearie " " sleeping potion I don't know what you need from me but tell me what your price Gold" " Miss Swan consider this on the house"  he hands me the potion and I poof back to my house. I lay in bed and think. Nobody loves me. The only person that I truly loved didn't love me back. I take the potion from my desk and take it. It only takes a few seconds for he magic to work. Then everything goes black.
Regina POV
I was in my office when the Charming's  came in. " Regina have you seen Emma. " " No I haven't seen her. " they look at each other. The have panic in their eyes. This worries me. " Why what going to happen." Snow speaks up " I just remembered before the curse was broken that Emma would say that she would kill herself if she ever got heart broken again. Her relationship with Neal was very heartbreaking so she kind of vowed to me that she would kill herself. Knowing Emma being a jokester I thought that she was being dramatic so I didn't put any thought to it. Well that was until we found out what YOU did and that Emma hasn't been seen. " I felt guilt in my heart. This was my fault. I knew where she was though. Of course I didn't want to tell the Charming's. " I'm going to try to find her. If I find anything I'll call you. Same goes for you. " They nod their head and I go out my office. I went inside my car and the only thing that I could think of was that this was my fault. It took me about 10 minutes too get to her house. I got out my car and saw her car. I walked up the steps to her house. I used my magic to open the door and the house was clean and quiet. Too quiet. My heart was pumping out of my chest. I walked up to her room and opened the door. There was Emma unconscious and a bottle right next to her.
Sobs broke inside of me. This was all my fault. If i wasn't an idiot then Emma would still be here. She could be cuddling me right now. But no I had to be an idiot. Then it hit me. It hit me like a ton of bricks. True love's kiss. I looked at her lifeless body. I leaned down and took her face in my hands.  I looked at her pale lips and more tears came down my face.  I leaned in and captured her lips into mine. A gush of wind came and a bight light flashed between our lips getting bigger until it covered the whole town. Her eyes shot open and the first thing she looks at is me  "Am i dead?" She asks I shake my head no " No you are much alive dear" I hear her curse and she looks away. She says more curse words and she looks back at me. " Why the hell did you wake me up? I may be your true love but you dont fucking love me. You showed me that on our fucking anniversary. " I was getting annoyed " Can you stop saying the word fucking on every sentence" she scoffed " I'm sorry is that fucking annoying you. I'm fucking sorry."
Emma POV
" Regina why did you wake me up. Isn't it obvious that I wanted to die. Nobody loves me. I guess that's the truth I have to face." Regina was about to say something when Robin came inside. " Regina are you fine" " Yes I'm fine Robin but how did you find me" " Well everyone's searching for Emma so it's obvious that she would be here. I'm just glad you are ok" he pulls her by the shoulders and smashes his lips on hers. Tears stream down my face as I see them kiss. I ran downstairs and got into my car. I kept muttering " nobody loves me nobody loves me " on and on. It was true though. Before I decided to kill myself I wrote everyone a note saying lots of things. Using my magic I transported all the letters to the person. I then used my magic to transport myself to the town line. The one place where i can kill myself and no one can save me. I already told Henry all about it. Of course he didn't want me to do it but he said if it made me happy then he had to except it.
I was about to cross the line when i felt something hold me back. It wasn't someone's hands it was magic. Then i was pulled away and tied to a tree. Looking around i see Regina " Regina what the hell. What do you want from me? You have nothing to do with me " She rolled her eyes "Are you really that dumb " " So you come here and insult me is that all" She comes closer to me  " GOD DAMMIT EMMA I LOVE YOU EMMA. DUMPING YOU WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE BIGGEST REGRETS. " She stopped for a second to look at me " I have many regrets. I dumped Robin. Please Emma please take me back. I love you so much. " I looked at her and i had tears in my eyes "Fine ill take you back but if you hurt me again i dont know what ill do. She smiles and closes the gap between us. God i missed her kisses
This was my happy ending
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