how come i falled in love with him? like there are million other guys,why him?
he's not the most charming boy in the world! he hasn't got that perfect personality and he's defintaly not the perfect boyfriend!! he's not even close to good!!!
but god why is he so amazinly charming and perfec tin my eyes ?! he ruind my life but at the same time i can't imagine a life without him.
i wish i met him before he got broken i just wish he can give me his all or at least somthing to hold ont o...
why can't he accept the idea that i'm notlike the rest ,and that i'm truly in love with him,
i did everything theres is to do just to show him that.
every second i spend with him i try to fix him.
but every second passes by he's still has this damaged look in his eyes and im losing my hope that he'll ever be fixed if hejust hold my hand once without me pulling his hand orjust by 3 words "i love you"
why is he so blind!!
why cant she love me back if he actually doesnt love me then why is he not leting mego?? im confused i just cant really take it anymore he's mentaliy destroyieng me.
everytime i'm with him my heart is beating out of joy but at the same time feeling so hurt and lonely with not having the heart he loves the most loving it back and just locking him self in a cage ,the key iss ohard to find.
