HAVOC

Chapter Eleven : Matters Of The Heart

*Warning: There's a kind of steamy paragraph (it's probably not even that much) in the chapter I'll leave a ' ^' where it starts and ends if you're not comfortable!

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Havoc : Chapter Eleven : Matters Of The Heart

Adelaide PoV

I reached a little below the bed, opening a little wooden part and pushing my hand in the hole to pick up my diary and began to write in it with a fountain pen.

Dear Diary,

I love Max, so much. Too much. I shouldn't love him, he'd hate me eventually. He'd despise me with every single fiber of his being if he found out what I was planning to do to his pack. What I was planning to do to him! Next is Dario, I'm starting to feel for the b*stard too! How great! Another problem! He kissed me and if I said I didn't feel that connection, that surge!? That chemistry between us both...well I'd be lying. Because I think I'm starting to like him, when he touched me it felt like my skin was on fire. Every single microsecond that our breaths mingled it felt like euphoria on my lips, his strong dominating mint scent was intoxicating and I needed more. It felt like I'd cheated on Max, maybe I did. In a sense maybe I still am!? I can't really come to terms with the fact that I was even thinking about kissing the monster that killed my family...killed my pack!?  was backstabbing my family and I was backstabbing myself.

By the way Vega knows about my plan...so does Silvia. The moon showed Vega a vision and I'm exposed just like that. But the moon specifically told her to not expose me to the pack. But she told Silvia and they told me that it was okay, that if the moon wanted them to die. To atone for their Alpha's 'sins' they'd accept it. Something was fishy about that, about what they were telling me. But I went along with it, they treated me no different, acted as if nothing happened as if that whole conversation never existed and to be honest I liked it that way. But they never tried to convince me not to! Silvia acted normally with me, and Vega acted normally but something told me she knew more, more about what she told SIlvia, more than what she told me. She was hiding something and I needed to find out exactly what. Orrrr maybe I don't!? I'd just poison the pack, watch them die and return to the kids. I missed them so much but I knew they could all take care of themselves, I'd trained them enough.

A knock resonated from the wooden oak door of my room and quickly I hid my diary in the spot I'd taken it from. 

"Come in!",I called out and the door opened. 

Max was fully naked, he was panting as if he'd just came from running, in wolf form apparently. He walked in and closed the door behind him with a loud thud, locking it. My eyebrows furrowed as he just stood watching me.

"Max?",I mumbled slowly.

He shushed me and grabbed me by the waist, pulling me up towards him, his lips came crashing down onto mine. The intensity of the kiss increased as he pushed me back onto the bed. Our tongues battled for dominance and I could've won with some major effort but I let him take win. 

A loud ripping of fabric echoed throughout the room and it took me a moment to realize that the summer dress I was sporting, was off of me and on the other side of the room.

IN SHREDS!!!!!

"Max! I liked that dress!",I moaned through the kiss.

He growled and kissed me harder,"I'll buy you a knew one..three if you want."

I put my hand on his chest pushing him back slightly, "Woah woah! Not that I don't like where this is heading but, is something wrong?"

^

He ignored my question and began nipping and sucking at the sensitive flesh on my neck. Leaving a trail of bite marks down my color bone and lower onto my breasts. My back arched as his kisses began getting rougher. My undergarments were ripped off of my body in a second and he stopped for a second to watch me up and down. And the rest of the night were filled with lots and lots of moans, growls and screams.

^

After our not so quiet moment, he'd left. Like he just up and went. I don't know if he was angry at something else or if he knew I kissed Dario. He just got up and left me there, sore. I felt used. I felt like how Conner had-

"That's different and you d*mn well know it!",Athena growled angrily at me.

I sighed and looked up at the roof, I could fully count the times I've cried with the fingers on one hand. And this is like the what? Third or fourth?

"Try fifth!", Athena mumbled. She then continued, "That mishap with Conner is nothing like this. I understand you feel-"

"Hurt? Used? Like a wh*re!? Yes that's what I feel like and I don't think anything can help it right now!!!",I screamed at her inwardly. 

She was silent for a few moments as if choosing her words carefully, "Relax, I am sure there's a reason for that strange behavior. Max nor his wolf is like that, it feels like something's a little off."

"He knows...",I cried.

"No, I don't think it's that. He's probably just agitated or angry?"

"Max never treats me so rough.", I laid on the bed, my knee touching my chest as I curled up in a tight fetus position under the blue sheets.

I got a dream last night about my pack again and I'm really going to go through with it, next week is the week. I am going to put an end to this sorry excuse for a pack once and for all. I will kill them all, they have hurt me too many times for me to even doubt my vengeance on them I will reek havoc upon them no doubt. When I poison them I will take the territory for my own and make it neutral lands so no war, no pack could ever kill anyone on it. Not only will the moon's wrath be cast upon them but so will mine. And inferno hath no fury like a she-wolf scorned.

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Tbh I feel like she's all talk no show, what do you think?

Will she even follow through with the plan?? 

What was that little scene with Max? 

Does he know what she did!? 

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