I dont understand what happened in my life. Why am I so ugly? Fat? Stupid? What did I do wrong? I dont eat as much but I still have a double chin. I believe make up is ugly so I dont use it but Im not pretty enough. Im in Math Honors and I have straight A's and B's but Im still called stupid. Why? That's the question everyone wants the answer to. Bit guess what? It will never be answered. Ever. All the pictures I ever take are ugly. I never get enough likes like the cheerleaders. I watch anime. Play games on the computer. Watch horror movies. Im a tomboy. Not a girly girl. If I turn into one they will say Im fake. If I stay the same then I'll still be ugly. I don't know what to do anymore. Ending it all is not an option. Im not like that. I wont start cutting myself like others have. I won't starve myself either. Ive tried already with not eating. It worked for a while but I had to have food. I am so pathetic. Tried everything but nothing works. Im out of ideas. Are you all like that? You. That's reading this. Have you ever noticed how nasty you look like? I have noticed for a long time but never said anything. People have said I looked pretty. Some people. But more say that Im ugly. Even I think that about myself. Ok I think I'm done talking about this. Nobody's gonna read it anyways. What does it matter? If you did read this then damn you must be bored as hell. Tell me if you ever feel the way that I feel. Bye~
