Does anyone get that horrible moment in that day when you find out it was all your fault. That what you did made everything worse. That it's lead onto something really bad. Well this is one of those days.
Now your probably saying "what is this crazy person going on about" and that's a fair point what am I going on about, well I'll tell you. What would you do if you found out that a month and 1/4 ago you broke your best friends finger. "Oh your horrible, I would never do that to my friend" yes neither would I well not on purpose anyway and this wasn't on purpose. My friend managed to keep it a secret for ages AGES and I didn't even know, what sort of friend am I. Well according to my friend a really good one. I'm sorry if your getting bored but you really need to know this. Anyway I found out that I broke my friends finger but that's not the worse bit. It would talk me a long time to forgive myself for doing that to them but what happened next I won't be able to forget for a very long time maybe even until I'm laying in my death bed. Let's say what if my friend doesn't have the best family or the nicest dad. What if my friend was getting abused or tormented by their dad. Guess what that's what's going on whilst I'moving an ok life I have my friend who is dreading what will happen to them if they go home. If they say the wrong thing. Again my friend didn't just have one broken finger but two. No I did not break two of them if that's what some of you are thinking. Sorry to disappoint. No not really I would never hurt my friend my best friend! no the person who broke her other finger what.................... wait for it.......................keep waiting.......................just a little longer......................... HER DAD!!! now how would you feel now in my shoes if you now know that if you didn't accidentally break your friends finger that their dad wouldn't of broke the other. Do you know what their dad said do you. no. well I'll tell you. he said "if you have one broken finger then you might as well have two" I feel really bad now I made all this happen and I can't fix it I can't fix the past. I wish I could I wish I could change what happened. at some point if your life have you ever wanted to change the past change your mistakes. I WOULD!
