Italics are Xander, normal is me.
You did it Skye, you fucked up again and you pushed her away.
Shut up Xander
No, because I'm here to help you.
You've always caused Shit and it's what you're going to do over and over again.
I love her too Skye!! I love her with all of our heart!!
Remember the one she fixed...
Then broke it
Again
And again
And again
And like a fool I kept taking her back.
I'm done Xander, I'm done making stupid decisions, the definition of Insanity Is doing the same action over and over and expecting a different result.
But Skye, we are insane, we are insane for her... I don't understand how you can spend 9 months with someone and they suddenly become strangers!
She left. Not me, now excuse me while I drown out your voice with the sound of chugging alcohol.
You know she loves you...
Go away... This was supposed to be the end of our conversation.
You know my voice never stops, and I will remind you that she loves you.
I have to suffer through everything she is suffering to!!
...
That's what I thought.
It was love at first sight, the ex of a best friend looks hot, she stays far away but it was just something to get your mind off of killing yourself, you were gonna hang yourself. Remember.
Then you spoke to her, things got better almost immediately, you fell in love with her. Sure she had problems but you worked through them, you broke her shell and gained her trust immediately.. I'm not saying get back together with her Skye... Just try and be her friends.
I don't care if I am classifiead as mentally ill, at least it gives me someone to talk to.
YOU ARE READING
Talking to myself
RandomJust logs of me talking to Xander Helix, my "other side" and also Role play name hehe... lol... it can get depressing. I'm just jotting down my shit.. warning: If you don't like what you read then that's your opinion and you should keep it to y...
