~WHY ME~

(Zoeys POV)

My name is Zoey Dean, the day I finally knew what was happening.... I was being sexually abused by my father my uncle and my brother.

They took turns each night, worst 3 hours of my life. The day I turned 10 I found out what they were doing to me was not right, I thought it was natural until I told my mom about It.

Now that I'm 17 I have a beautiful baby girl named saylor, she turned 3 a few months ago. She is the reason I'm in this shit hole of a world.

My dad is locked up now, he gets out in a month which scares the hell out of me. Before they took him away he knew he had gotten me pregnant. The last words he had said to me was I will fucking find you and kill,rape and torture you and ur ugly ass baby!

Me and saylor are on are way from the library to are condo up in vista hills, I live alone which scares me even more. I have to work at 6 in the morning, Macy is are 19 year old baby sitter, she is very sweet!

Macy has had the same experience as me but worse ......her parents took nudes of hers and had threesomes and forced her to do child pornography.

(FLASH BACK to the first time it Happend)

(Zoey's POV)

Getting home from along day of first grade, walking through the house sitting my bag down by my door. I put in my DVD player Hannah Montanan the movie, then I heard my father screaming my name! "ZOEY"!! I was kinda scared, then my door flung open.

Take ur fucking clothes off NOW! Her father said, no why! Do it now! Suddenly my my cheek hurts he hit me? I was thinking my own dad! Are u drunk I asked as he pushed me to my back, lay ur ass down! now! I lay down he started taking his clothes off I screamed for my mom! MOM! But nothing I remembered she's works late tonight. As I'm laying here pend down I see my dads penis come out! I start to get scared! He started ripping my shirt then un did my bra I didn't have boobs at the time I was 7 . Then I feel my pants sliding down as I start to feel tears down my face! Thinking my own dad! Then i am laying there naked my dad starts to kiss me then he said! "I'm sorry honey" and inserts me I feel pain I start to cry even harder as my dad starts motioning back and forth up and down I start to bleed then he stoped. Then he pulled me on top of him and told me to suck I didn't no what that meant he started calling me names finally he put my head down between his legs and I being to motion up in down as he pushes me! He stops and walks out saying I love you honey goodnight! While I'm thinking !WHY ME!

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This is my first chapter I hope y'all like it I'm sorry for language!!!! But I hope y'all like it love all y'all!!!