An unexpected turn

Love never dies

Summer finally arrived so that meant school was over. I could do anything in my spare time, and guess what? My childhood friend is coming to visit me in a few days. I haven't seen him in more than 10 years...he should be 24 by now. He was the one that found me on Facebook and we are chatting ever since.
I am not going to lie but that boy oh that boy is so handsome. He was like this even when he was just a teenager however now we are talking about something else. He seems mature and caring...well perfect. I could even fall in love with him...wait what if i did already? Nah, that cannot be...or can it?
After a few days i woke up with him at my door. I was surprised because he actually came earlier with 2 days
"I wanted to see you. Hope you are not upset I came today"
"No, of course not. You are always welcomed. Come in!"
He smelled like heaven. I mean for real, he was like an angel on Earth. I always feel comfortable around guys since I mostly have guy friends than girls...i don't know how that happened
My parents were not home since they are working and my sisters were at grandma's place, therefore we were all alone.
"Can I hug you?" He asked as i was showing him the way to our living room
"Yeah, of course"
He did not hesitate and in the next second i felt his arms around me. He was warm, and it felt good, him hugging me. Never felt this way before...especially not from just a hug
Anyway, after a few minutes...or so i thought he let go and so did i even though i was disappointed it did not last longer
"You have a nice home"
"Thanks. Would you like something to drink? Or wait you just travelled maybe some food?"
"You know what i want? I want you to stay near me for now"
I did not even realise it but i was sitting next to him as soon as he said those words. Maybe he was feeling what i was feeling? No, I need to wake up. I have a boyfriend, and I love him...Kyungsoo doesn't deserve this
While I was sort of "meditating", Lay touched my hand slowly
"I know this is wrong, but i know you feel the same. Why don't we just go with the flow?"
He pulled me closer. He went through my hair with his free hand and i just stood there. I was like a statue, couldn't do anything even if i wanted to. All i could think of was his lips. How they tasted...but no, I cannot hurt Kyungsoo. I won't do that. We were about to kiss when
"NO STOP!"
Lay seemed startled so he stopped holding my hand in his
"Sorry I did not mean to..."
"It's okay. He interupted me. I know you love Kyungsoo and you don't want to see him hurt. I crossed the line. I know that. But all these months while we were talking. You cannot deny we have something real."
"I don't know, Lay. I am just confused. You were my first love back when we were kids. And when you left like that...you broke my heart. There was no explaination about why you left or why you never said "Goodbye" to me. You were gone but Kyungsoo stood by me all this time and he made me feel safe"
"I can give you that too"
"No, you cannot. Maybe it was better for you to not have come back"
I reallised we were screaming at one another and we did not even heard the door bell. I went quickly to see who it is...it was Kyungsoo. He saw us