simone:
water.
water was all around me slowly filling my lungs, causing me to sink farther down than i already was. i tried so hard to scream but nothing but bubbles would come out of my mouth. the burning sensation in my lungs was almost too bad to bear, then i slowly slipped into an unconscious state.
i sprung up in my bed gasping for air in a lake of my own sweat. too bad it was only a dream. too bad it didn't really happen. i wish it would have so i could end my misery that i faced everyday . the misery that grew even more when someone asked me:
"are you okay?"
i always felt the same pain deep down in my stomach wishing i could answer with:
"no, im not okay. at all."
but i always put on a mask. that mask being a fake smile and i always said the same two words.
"i'm fine."
but i was nowhere close to being fine.
