My First Love

Prologue

March 16, 2012

Never did I imagine that this day will come to me. Never did I realize that it's much better this way. Never did I thought of living my life away from the things that keep on bothering me.

For several months, I've been overthinking. Consistently thinking of possibilities and never-ending "what ifs". I've been very doubtful of my feelings. I've been holding on to this faith that we'll be able to go back to the way we used to be. That one day, he'll talk to me and say "I still love you."

But on this day, I give up. I finally do. Thank you for all the memories. I'll never ever forget them. But if it's really us who are meant to be, then I'd be more than willing to welcome you again in my life. But until then, let's try to live this life away from each other.

"If it's meant to be, it will be."

Just like what you said. Goodbye for now..