Chapter 2

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GD POV

'Hyung,Lets go clubbing!'

'aniya...I might get fat again'

esh, Seungri and Daesung are squabbling again. so noisy!

'yah, Im going out for a while' I said while i wear my light blue Jacket. I glanced at the clock. wow its 2am now, why would Seungri want to go club at this time?!

I took a stroll at a park near our dorm. It was really quiet. sometimes i feel that I need this type of silence so I can process my thoughts. what am I thinking? Im thinking of Kath. How can she just leave me like this?! I fell on a bench and quietly sobbed. Kath, why... Why didnt you tell me earlier... Kath is my ex. She's wants to keep a low profile so I never told the media about her. She's really understanding. She never flares up when I can't attend her events or spend time with her on her birthdays...I really regret that...  I look up. Not a star to be seen. wait, there's one. Kath, is that you? Why didnt you tell me about your situation...I could have temporary left BIGBANG for you...

Kath has passed on. The doctor said that she had a tumor and she knew she wouldn't last long, but she didnt tell me. I broke down when she couldn't take it anymore, and left me. I'm really angry at myself, angry for not spending enough time with Kath.

'Jiyoung yah, sarangheyo'

Stop...

Stop....

stop ringing in my ears...its hurts me more...

her eyes, her brown hair, and her bangs I love to make it 'barcode-ed' .shes so adorable, but her health wasn't very good to begin with. I should have paid more attention... but now I can only regret.

I decided to pay a visit to a cafe we both loved, and visit my god-sister at the same time.

'Jiyeon yah, oppa is here'

'oppaaaaaa!' Jiyeon squealed.

'oppa, you wont believe what happened!'

oh no

not again.

when Jiyeon says that particular line, i mentally prepare myself for a long speech.

But then she caught my eye.

Kath?

Is that really you?

authors note: Kath doesnt really exisist I think, its just a character I made up.

please continue reading cuz there will be more coming up

please look forward to it! xx

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