The Nameless Angel

Chapter 15- Wherever you are

(Alysons POV)
It's been a couple months and I feel better. I haven't had any issues with my side, they caught the guy. I felt good. I even slept in Luke's room for the last couple of days. I think that Ben is still a little attached ever since I stopped talking to him really. I'll ask for things and stuff but nothing like coupley. I woke up and Luke's stuff was packed, in 2 suitcases. Weird. I walked downstairs to see Luke having a to-go coffee cup. It didn't even look like he ate breakfast. "What's happening?" I asked. "You didn't tell her?" Jack asked. "Well, baby I have to go back on tour I could only stay for a little bit," he sighed. "Can I come with you to drop you off?" I asked trying not to cry. "Yes you can," he smiled. "Hurry get dressed," he sighed as he follows me upstairs to get his stuff. "I'll be in the car," he said as he ran down stairs I heard the front door open and slam shut. I sighed letting a couple read leave my face. I put on warm fuzzy clothes because it was July and freezing. I walked down the stairs trying to get my shoes on. "You ready?" Luke came back in in a rush. "Yea sorry," I walked out with him. He opened the door for me as I got in.
We drove there as we met up with his friends. All of their girlfriends were there, Harley, Haley, me, and Ashton's girlfriend I didn't know her name. I could feel the tears coming on. God I don't have to be so emotional. I hugged Luke and the other guys. I felt them coming on stronger. I didn't let them come until he made it to the plane door.
(Luke's POV)
I could see her crying as the plane doors started to close. I couldn't help but cry too. I can't stop thing of her. Where will she be when I get back. Somewhere else. Would she move on. I felt tears quietly fall down my face as I looked out the window before the plane set off. I could see her on the ground crying. God how can I do this. The hot tears fell faster. "Dude are you crying?" Micheal laughed. "No," I sighed wiping my face. "My eyes just got tired," I laughed pushing it off. "Ok," Micheal laughed to. I put on my headphones and put my music as loud as I could without going deaf and closed my eyes.
(Angels POV)
I was on the ground crying when I looked up and saw Luke's face looking out at me then he started to look the other way and laughed. I knew this wasn't going to work. I should've just. No I love him. I reached for my phone then stopped. I can't call him. This is torture and he's only been gone for around 30 minutes. And as soon as I knew it the plane took off. The other girls seemed fine. They weren't crying, but I knew that Harley was, she broke it off with Jack a long time ago, then she got with Micheal, I saw pictures on Instagram of Micheal holding her little baby. It was so cute. The other girls were just standing there judging me like the rest of the airport. "Baby, you got to get up," Harley said touching my shoulder. "Why?" I asked. "You have work," she sighed. "Is not going?" I cried harder. "Aly, he'll be back in a couple months," Haley said. "What if he moves on? What if he never calls me? What Kc he comes back and kicks me out of his house?" I kept crying. "Excuse me," a child said walking up to me. "Yes?" I wiped my tears looking up. "Mommy?" He smiled hugging me. I didn't know what was happening. "What's your name?" I asked. "My names Eli," he smiled. "What a cute name," he sat next to me. "Mummy why are you sad he asked. "See my boyfriend left today, just a couple minutes ago," I sighed. "Mummy can I ask you something?" He asked keep calling me mummy. "Yes," I smiled. "I thought that the angels took you, because you were sad, and they wanted you to be happy," he looked sad. "Oh I'm sorry," Harley said. "See Eli," I stopped. "I'm not your mother," I sighed. "You look just like her, she even had those marks on her arm, but they were fresher," he smiled. I hugged him. "Excuse me," I heard a woman came running up. "I'm sorry your grandson thought I was his mother," I smiled softly. "You do look a lot like her, what's your name," she asked. "Alyson," I smiled. "Do you have a sister?" She asked. "Well no my mother said she died," I sighed. "She did, a month ago, she was put up for adoption," she sighed. "I had a sister," I smiled. "Well Eli, in your auntie not your mummy," I smiled standing up as he hugged my legs. "Here's my number if you ever want to get to know her," she smiled. "Thanks," I grabbed the note as she pulled Eli away from me. "Lets go home," I said as they looked surprised.
They drove me home and they left because I told them I was fine. I unlocked the door. No one was home. I locked the door and rushed upstairs. I found Luke's Razor and ran a warm bath. I got undressed and tied my hair back into a messy bun on the top of my head. I did my make-up to look nice. I texted Luke a long message.

The bath was ready as I set my phone down and grabbed the razor. It was special to me. I stepped in the warm bath and cut my arms slowly and deep. After my arms were numb and there was no more room. I put my head under the water as my phone dinged.

I didn't look I couldn't. I bet he didn't care he was already gone. Why would he care? Ugh.
It started to get hard to breathe. I had to breathe and when I did I felt my lungs fill with water and then I couldn't breathe. Then my vision started to fade. Then it suddenly went black.
(Jacks POV)
Ugh I just went through a terrible break up. I was just in my room I heard the water running and u just thought that Alyson came home from dropping off Luke and needed a break. I'm so hungry.
I decided to leave for a place to eat.
(Ben's POV)
I made my way home and I needed to use the bathroom. But it was locked. Ugh. So I waited around 30 minutes. "Cmon what's taking so long in there?!" I yelled pounding on the door. There was no response. So I decided to try to go through Luke's room. It wasn't locked so I looked and I saw a phone I grabbed it score looking around. I read the messages. So I looked over at the tub and saw Alyson. "Oh god," I felled to the floor and picked her up. "Oh god," I reached for my phone and called 911. They were on their way so I called Luke. "Hello?" He said into the phone. I heard his voice shaking. "Hello, Luke, Alyson she's hurt, she has cuts on her arm, I think she," I stopped. "Just get her to the hospital. I can't come I'm about to go on stage." He sighed. "Ok bye!" I said picking Alyson up and wrapping her in a towel. I still love her. I really hope she is ok. I heard the sirens and carried her down the stairs. And told the EMS what I think happened. "She didn't write a note but she sent a message to my brother. I have him her phone as I got in after him.
I felt tears fall down my face as I saw her laying there. I sighed I felt the car stop as they quickly got her out of the car.
(Kilo's POV) (the doctor)
I rushed her into the hospital. "Severe cuts down her arms and her thighs, her lungs are full of water, she must've stayed under there for almost an hour!" I said to the other doctors. "Hurry, she has a limited amount of time left," I said. She seemed so peaceful, she had a beautiful face, but it was pale, it looks like the life was sucked out of her. I'm not supposed to talk about her, but she looks just like my ex girlfriend. I miss her so much. She died of cancer a year ago.
She was finally stable but I don't know if she will survive. I still wasn't allowing visitors. When she woke up I was right there. "Am I dead yet?" She asked. "No, your in the hospital, your friend Ben saved you," I smiled looking into her eyes. "Why?" She sighed.
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Wow.... awe sad!!