Dear Rosé💫|| CHAELISA

You

"Lisa, can you get me some chocolate from the supermarket?" Rosé and I are sitting down on the floor, in my house.

Since her grandma passed away she lives with me, because she has nowhere else to go.

"I will get some for us" I answer. Rosé is nothing like the beautiful girl I always knew. Her eyes lost their colors, and under them are thick walls. All her pretty aspects are gone.

I stand up to make my way to the supermarket, but then I remember something. "Hey... Rosé" While she has her eyes on me, I walk to our fridge. She starts crying when see sees what I take out of it. "How... How?" She sobs and cries. I lay the plate with chocolate on the ground. "I hope we can still eat it?" I leave out a small smile. "Thank you" she whispers.

Together we eat from her Grandma's chocolate.

That is how most of our days pass.

Eating, talking. Sometimes painting our nails.

Get groceries.. And crying, much crying.

I don't want to cry in front of Rosé.

Because she has things way worse then me.

I don't deserve too cry.

I need too be there for her, not otherwise.

"You know, I want music. Hard music. Right now."

It's a normal Thursday evening. At least, it was.

"What kind of music, you wanna go to a karaoke?"

"No. I want it right here. You have a stereo right."

"Yes... I have one?"

Rosé stands up and searches for a song on YouTube.

"This one" She says, and she puts the stereo at 100% volume.

Eyes Nose Lips.

"This is my Grandma's favorite song." She smiles. "It was playing on her funeral"

For the first time in a long period she looked happy.

"She loved BIGBANG, Taeyang was her favorite member."

"But isn't this song like 60 year old? Didn't Taeyang die a long time ago?"

"Yes, he did. She didn't care. She loves BIGBANG and that will be forever. I think only SeunRi is still alive." Rosé continues her sentence, with much pain in her voice.

"I love BIGBANG too, and I will never forget how we replayed and sung with their songs."

I remember how beautiful Rosés voice was when she sang this song.

I'm sure her Grandma loved it too.

The days after that Thursday Rosés happiness returned slowly.

I  think she accepted that her Grandma died.

That's she's not here anymore.

That's what I thought.

She didn't cry for 6 weeks, but then she suddenly bursted out in tears.

We're in the supermarket.

"Rosé? What is it?" I whisper to her with a sweet voice

. "Can we go out tonight? Do you know some good clubs around here?"

I was a bit surprised, but I answered: "Yes, of course. Let's go."

I think that she wants to get drunk. Just to forget all worries of the past half year.

Summer vacation already started, I think.

I don't know. I haven't gone to school since 4 months , or more.

I know Rosé for over a year now.

Time flies, much things happened.

And we don't even know what's going to happen in the future.

"You know... let's just stay here!" Rosé yells happy.

I think she's drunk already. Am I drunk ?

The barkeeper luckily didn't gave a single shit about us being under the 18.

He gives us all hard liquor that he has.

"Let's dance!"

I agree with her and together we join in the crowd.

A band called "DAY6" is playing. I don't know em.

I don't know much from music anyway.

But their music is great. And we dance.

Like nothing happened. Like no one ever died.

I have too say, is the one guy squint-eyeing?

Probably not, it's just me.

I'm very drunk.

"Congratulations!" Rosé sings, I make weird moves that I call dancing.

We're having much fun, and drink all night long.

At some point we start dancing on the bar.

It's all out.

The world is ours.

We can rule it.

We can have it all.

Because it's us. Rosé and Lisa.

The Two No One Can Control.

And The Two That Will Never Be Apart.

That's what real friendship is.

Forever.

I miss your singing.

#EDIT# HOLY SHITEU THE NEXT CHAPTER IS THE LAST ONE ALRDY