I still can't get over the fact that Harry has actually moved to London, to same college as me. I remember that I mentioned once what college I am going to, but I never expected him to remember that or even move to here. All this makes me feel very happy and there is nothing that could take away it from me.
I am supposed to be meeting him before college, so we can go for a coffee. We don't have any lessons together today, but seeing him this morning will give me the motivation and energy that I will need to get through the day.
As I am walking towards the cafe that we are supposed to meet, I feel nervous but happy at the same time. I can see him from far away and as I get closer to him I can see his amazing smile spreading across his face. Yet again, I am lost in his baby blue eyes.
He has been talking to me, explaining something, but if I am honest... I am still lost in his eyes and smile as I realize how perfect he is in my eyes/
***
The rest of the morning consisted of us talking and talking and once again talking. I couldn't wish for anything else. I would gladly spend the rest of my life with Harry. I know being 18 (almost 19) and thinking about family is too early. I also know that we barely know each other and stuff like that, but I think I love him and every time I get to know him better and better I just fall for him more and more.
Now we both need to be heading to college and I wont get to see him much today. As we are walking towards college he has to stop by the smoking spot outside college grounds.
Before he was about to cross the road when the green man appears, we said our goodbyes. Then he started to walking away, for some reason I couldn't keep my eyes off him and as I watched him cross the road I didn't even see what was coming up.
Suddenly, I see a car that crashes into him. This cannot be happening... Everyone stopped to look and I had to run towards him.
He was just laying there, covered in blood and I don't think I can cry, I cen't even speak . All I want to do is scream, so that's what I am doing screaming like it was me who got hit and I am in pain.
I can hear the police and ambulance crew helping and tapping the crime scene. They are asking me so many questions but I can't answer them, my words just don't come out. All I can do is look at him while the paramedics are trying to save his life.
The paramedics asked f I wanted to come with him to the hospital so I nodded, there was nothing else I could do... I couldn't face college without knowing how he is.
***
Here I am in a hospital waiting for someone to come and say something to me. This doesn't even feel real, its like a dream that I am having and soon I will wake up. I hope its a dream and that I will wake up and look at his cheesy morning text. But it's not a dream, its all real and I been here waiting for three hours. It feels like eternity and I don't know how much more I can wait. Finally some is walking towards me
'Miss Byrne?" a nice Doctor asks me
'Yes Doctor, what's the news" I ask with a shaking voice
'The life threat is past us, but he has fallen into a coma. Now all we can do is wait for him to wake up. I must warm you Miss Byrne... If he wakes up which I hope he does, he might be a changed man" She says to me.
'How long will he be in this situation" I stupidly ask, of course she can't answer that.
"We don't know Miss Byrne. We all have to gain patients and hope. Harry's father is on his way, he should be here shortly. I will allow you to have a private moment with Harry before he gets here, but only for 10 minutes." She says with a comforting tone.
'Thank you very much Dr."
As I am heading towards the room that Harry is in my hearts begins to beat so fast and I don't know what to expect or say when I go in. I am so nervous and I have never thought that I could be in such a situation that I am in now.
