PROLOUGE ~
i love him, i care for him, i really do, even though he doesn't care about me. I cried a lot of times because of him. He dates different girls in front of me. I guess I’m just one of his Girl Friends. But who cares? I love him so much, but I don’t have the guts to tell him about my feelings.
Love hurts. Love is sacrifice, I love him so much kaya kung saan sya masaya doon ako. Wala akong pake alam. Tanga na kung tanga , nagmamahal lg ako..
Love is a visioning of happiness, or in some cases,
A destructive attraction that leads to
DISTRACTION -.-
How long can I love him? How long will I stay with him?
Say that you love me : ))
Chapter1
“Tarin, bumili ka ng maraming bulaklak yung mabango at maganda. At ipadala mo sa bahay nila april ha? Dali-an mo tarin.”
“opo!”
“salamat ha? Kaibigan ka talaga , kaya mahal kita eeh..”
“m-mahal? Ako?”
“oo,mahal kita. Kaibigan kita eeh, o sige na tarin. I have to go , bye.”
Yan, pumayag nanaman ako sa mga utos nya -,- tumawag agad ako sa isang flower shop, nag order ako ng 3 dozen flowers.. para sa pang 18 na babaeng dinedate ni cloud, si april. Matapos ang ilang oras, nag ring yung phone ko. Tumatawag si cloud, let me guess magpapasalamat lg yan.
“hel-“
“hoy tarin! Bakit tatlong uri lang ng flowers yun? Yung dalawa pa, allergic sya. Ano ka ba?! Simpleng utos di mo pa nagagawa!! Di talaga kita maasahan!”
Aba aba? At sinisigawan ako ng lalakeng to! Ang kapal di naman ng face nya ano?! Tsssk..
“h-ha?!! Aba, hoy cloud! Ang kapal naman ng libag mo, ikaw na nga tong nag uutos ikaw pa ang may ganang magalit?!! Ang galing mo naman?! Anong tingin mo sa akin? Katulong mo?!! Eh, ga*o ka pala ehh! Your such a MORON!! Sinabi mo bang allergic sya sa ibang flowers?! Sinabi mo ba yung mga uri ng flowers na oorderin ko!? HA?!! Sa susunod, wag mo na akong utosan di narin ako mag papa utos, YOU FOOL!! Don’t try to text me, calling me or magpakita sa kin! Or I’ll swear slap your face!” then I hung up the phone.. nakaka badtrip yung mga taong ganyan, kung makapag salita parang di ako bestfriend! Tssss >-<
September 5,2011
Naglalakad ako papuntang school, malapit lang kase ang school ko sa village namin eeh. Did I introduce myself already? Hmm. HAHA anyway, hi am Tarin Grace Gonzaga, 17 years of age. I was born and raised here in the Philippines although I am a half german because the father of my mother is a german, I have gone to Germany and tried to study there for high school I didn’t like it there that’s why I go back in the Philippines but I stopped for 1 year that’s why I am already uhmm let’s say older for a 4th year student’s age. I am currently a fourth year student of treston international school. I have a 5 years old sister but she lives in Germany with my parents. My parents stayed there for almost 3 years already,because of our so-called-business there.nakatira ako sa bahay ng lola ko sa father side, wala naman kase syang kasama doon. I don’t want to leave my lola alone no ;)) she loves me than her other apo’s maybe because I am the only one who stayed with her.
Cloud Sy is my best friend? He is a half Chinese, half British and half Filipino. His mom and my mom are best of friends since pre-school. so, they’re like us, me and cloud. But the difference is I love him more than friends..
We are studying at the same school, and we have the same section so basically classmates kami. And yeh! Seatmates din : )) but since, nag away kami and I hate him even though I love him hindi ko sya papansinin EVER!
