Don't Leave Me... [JungkookxReader]

chapter 30

A/N
I'm back with an update!!!
I'm sorry again, but i had these worst days for every writer, when you run out of ideas, since i didn't know what to write, i was thinking about it for a long time and started slowly writing, and after i wrote, editing also took me a little longer then usual, because, my first writing was messy and this chapter is not completly edited, but to be quick i am updating today.
Be ready for the next chapter.
I have a lot of ideas now so i'll try to be quick and uptade sooner, i feel like the next chapter is going to be BOMB!!!
love yall❤❤❤

Your P.O.V
Entire travel was nice i was sitting with Lisa, Irene with Taehyung behind my seat, i heard their laughter the whole way and was annoyed, Yoona and Jimin were sitting together and talking about their next biology project, Lisa was trying to entertain me and told me those dad jokes that didn't make me laugh AT ALL, instead i was cringing so bad.
Jungkook was sitting in the seat in front of me, i saw only part of his head, but staring at it felt kind of relaxing.
when it got dark, after about 10 horror stories everyone fell asleep, except me, Lisa had her head on my shoulder, i was just resting, staring at the seat in front of me and staring at Jungkook's hair.
"Y/N are you sleeping?" I heard his voice and quickly came back to reality "Ummm...ye...no, no i'm awake" i finally spoke out
"You can't sleep?" Jungkook asked
"No, i slept alot today so" i said
"Are you not bored?" He asked and i could feel he was smiling
"No, it's kind of relaxing, it's quiet"
"yeah, it's REALLY quiet" he said and it was silence for a moment
"Are you sitting comfortably?" I asked breaking the silence, hoping he hasn't fallen asleep yet,
"Well...if Hoseok had literally slept on you, i don't think you would be comfortable" i laughed quietly
"Yeah, i wouldn't be" i said still laughing a bit and it became quiet again, now i was feeling kind of sleepy and spoke
"I think i kind of want to sleep" i said
"Go ahead than, i feel sleepy too" Jungkook said quietly and i closed my eyes...

"HURRY UP KIDS! WAKE UP!" I heard someone yelling and instantly woke up, it was our teacher screaming because we have arrived, FINALLY uggg.
When we all got out of the bus, i still felt sleepy and my head was spinning, i followed the crowd to the camping area, it was not really far from the bus, but i still felt tired, it's change of the air i guess.
When we arrived, teachers showed us around and i felt someone's hand on my shoulder, it was Jimin
"Hey, you good?"
"I'm fine" i said and smiled when he raised his eyebrow
"I'm perfectly fine" i said to sound a little bit more convincing
"What are you guys talking about?" Jungkook came up
"Nothing" me and Jimin said it the same time and i awkwardly nodded
Then Yoona came up to me
"Hey, is this red cap yours?" She asked, and i just realised that i wasn't wearing my cap, what i someone already noticed i had wig on?
"Oh...yeah...it fell off i guess" i awkwardly took it from her and quickly put it on
"Soo..." Jungkook started
"YOU FOUR, GROUP D!" we heard teacher yell and we all just realised that we weren't listening the group line-up and now we are in the same group
"Well, this is going to be fun" i quietly and sarcasticly said to myself.

We went around to find a good spot for our tents
"Soo...ummm...guys we got to do something" Jimin said
"Yeah...ummm...we girls will cook for the dinner and bring some branches for campfire at night and you... build our tents" i said
"Yeah, that makes sense" Jimin said and continued
"Yoona,ummm, can you cook?"
"Yes, she can" Jungkook said and Yoona awkwardly added
"I can"
"Well, let's get to work" i said and held Yoona's hand to go to "the kitchen".
"The kitchen" is a small wood building in the middle of the camp, obviously for cooking and behind it there's little, let's say bathroom

"I'll go get branches, i don't think i'm needed here, you are way better than me" i said while Yoona was cooking and went to the forest.

"Hey!" I heard someone calling when i was in the middle of the way, i looked around to see who it was, Jungkook was running up to me
"Y/N need help?" He asked taking a deep breathe
"Ummm...are you guys done with tents?" I asked
"Yes, of course, we have the best tents, me and Jimin built it perfectly and smoothly...look, over there!" He said and pointed to two tents side by side, that was not that far away from us
"Wow...where's Jimin then?" I asked
"He's going to bring luggage to our tents, i said i would help, but he told me he could do it himself, soo i just was walking around and saw you"
Our kookie seems kind of hyped today.
"Okay, I was just now going to collect branches in the forest so, will you help me?" I asked
"Of course" he said nodding and smiling.
We were walking around the forest, it wasn't dark yet so it wasn't dangerous at all, we were singing  our favourite pop songs and collecting small branches.
"Umm....about that party..." Jungkook started and i almost peed my pants
"I confessed of you and you just ran off..." he said sarcasticly
"Why would you do that?" He asked, i was quiet the whole time he talked but i wanted to say something even though i didn't know what to say...
"I...I don't want to hurt you Jungkook" i said and tuned around to face him
"You are laughing at me, right? Isn't that what i said when you tried to confess?..." he stopped for a moment and looked me in the eyes with a serious expression "do you have anyone i need to know about?  He asked and I looked away "is it Jimin?" He asked, his voices seemed broken
"No! What? Of course not! Jimin? Anyone you need to know about? I tried to confess? NO NO AND NO" i yelled and he looked confused
"Let's just not talk about it, i need space, give me some space, okay?" I said, i calmed down and he looked away from my eyes,
"Let's just take the branches to our tants" i said and took off.
Whole way back was awkward and hearing his footsteps behind was even more awkward and somehow painful for me.