Suga was never really one to fully express his emotions, so it surprised you when you woke up to find him sobbing and clinging to you for life.
"Suga? Sweetie what's wrong?" You asked concerned, shaking him slightly with your hand. The sobs still emitted from his throat as he pushed his head further into your arm, hiding his teary face. You waited a few minutes, stroking his back up and down while murmuring "it's okay.." and "I'm right here.." Over and over. Once his cries had finally subsided, he pulled his head back and wiped his eyes. "Did you have a nightmare?" He didn't speak, just sniffled slightly. You leaned over to switch on the bedside lamp and he hurriedly grabbed your waist.
"No no no please don't leave me don't go" He began to cry again, you switched on the light before sitting up, pulling him with you. "I'm not going anywhere baby" You kissed the top of his head and he sighed shakily, partly of relief, partly out of his still saddened state. He held your face tightly in his hands, studying your features, his stare was making you a little uncomfortable as he began prodding at your face.
He admired your beautiful eyes, how your little nose twitched and the softness of your lips... His fingers grazed over your cheek and tears began forming again in his eyes. One fell onto your face, you were about to move but he pressed his lips firmly onto yours. You hesitantly kissed back, confused by his sudden actions, but his lips were so addictive. He tugged at your bottom lip slightly as he pulled away, his eyes closed still.
"Yoongi, you're really scaring me.. What's up?" You asked, stroking his arm in a comforting manner. "I dreamt you left me... You left and I... I didn't know what to do, one minute you were hugging me and then you said you were done with me... It was so real.." He sighed, covering his face with his hands. "Yoongi, you know I would never leave you.." You smiled weakly, "But you could... I don't know what I would do" He breathed, trying to regain his composure.
You were about to speak when he suddenly raised his voice a little, "I'm so sorry" You thought he was apologising for his crying or something, "It's okay.. We all get emotional sometimes.." "No no, I'm sorry for not being a good boyfriend.." He sniffled, you sat confused so let him continue. "I'm sorry I don't hug you a lot or kiss you, cuddle you when I come back from practise, I'm sorry I leave you in bed alone while I'm writing lyrics, I'm sorry for never wanting to hold your hand In front of the guys or taking you out nice places when I have days off... I'm so selfish taking you for granted.. I really do love you" He finished, playing with your fingers which seemed so much smaller than his.
"Oh Yoongi... You're so... I.." "Shh don't say anything just.." He pressed his lips against yours, this time his lack of tears made it stronger. He held you as close to him as possible, running his hands lightly over the small of your back. When you pulled back to breath, he was staring intently at you, "I love you so so much, please hold me tight and never let go" He begged, pulling you back under the covers with him, hugging you.
As you awoke the next morning, you noticed Yoongi wasn't there, was last night just one weird dream or something? You questioned yourself, thinking maybe he just didn't come home last night - this wasn't rare. But then, you heard a loud bang closely followed by a "Shit" and you knew that Yoongi was here. You pulled yourself out of bed, whilst wrapping a robe around yourself since it was cold, walking into the kitchen to greet him. He noticed your entrance and quickly ran over to you, engulfing you in a hug.
He was acting a bit strange, normally he would complain that he needed a shower before you two made any physical contact. "Morning beautiful!" He chimed, a bright smile on his face, something was definitely up, he was never a morning person. "I made you breakfast.." He nervously muttered, noting your confused gaze. "Are you okay?" You asked him, "Fuck.. Am I really so different normally?" He groaned, "You just seem a little.. I don't know.." You mumbled, feeling bad as he was clearly just trying to make you happy.
"I meant what I said last night Y/N... I want to be that perfect boyfriend for you so you never leave me.." He blushed slightly, so apparently he wasn't just in a frantic state last night whilst he was sad, he was being deadly serious. "You don't need to change anything Yoongi, I fell in love with you" You smiled, wrapping your arms around him. "Yeh... I guess... But I kind of like having you closer to me" He giggled, giving your body a squeeze. "I'm sorry if I was a little.. Over the top yesterday... I bet you think I was acting like a baby huh?" He nervously scratched the back of his head. "No no, I was just surprised.. You are never usually so open with your feelings" You smiled, pecking him on he cheek.
"Still, it's embarrassing" He bit his lip. "Stop worrying so much, Pabo" you teased, tickling his sides. "Ahh, come here you" He grinned, so wide his cheeks hurt. He chased you around the apartment that morning, later taking you out to the park for the day. Safe to say, he was perfect even without the added cuteness he gained from his little nightmare.
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Suga Oneshot Collection
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