Chanyeol, Adios || Pcy (ON HOLD)

chapter 30

Taeylee's pov

I haven't told anyone yet, including sehun, that ive been seeing chanyeol in my dreams every night.

I'm not entirely sure if its a nightmare or not because we dont do anything, its just us from a distance, staring at each other, not sharing any words.

The only thing he does is stare at me from a distance.

He wants to come nearer but its seems like there's something holding him back.

I tried to call his name, but no voice came out.

But this particular night, it was a little bit different from any other night.

From afar, he suddenly came towards me, having an unexplainable gaze, his face show no emotions.

So I just stood there, watching him come forward like a 3D anime character walking out of the tv.

 

But when he suddenly lean in and kiss my forehead, I was immensely surprise, because it felt real, it felt warm, and it felt nice.

I just felt that same tingly feeling I use to get when he use to randomly give me kisses on the cheek and lips.

Truthfully, I actually, finally, feel alive.

Like I've been reincarnated again and was set to reach a new dream and was plastered with hope and joy.

His undeniably funny question got me choking in my dream because he asked me if I know who this was.

Of course I do.

Do you really think I would forget my one true love? The person I devoted my all too?

Well, your certainly wrong.

Because I remember everything, the good memories, and also the bad.

Non were forgotten.
Good or bad, I cherish them all.

Because in every memory, he was there.
With me.

Going though hard-ships or even having the time of our lives.

I loved every minute with you.
Every second, to be exact.

I'm extremely glad you bump into me under the waterfall and accidentally dropped my macbook air into the water.

Because If you didn't.

I couldn't have imagine how boring and dull my life could've been without you and the other members.

I mean, people always tell me not to bring up any old decisions that got rejected along the way.

But I just cant help it, because I always wonder about the what if's and the road not taken.

You could destroy your whole life just by making one wrong decision. So, how could I not.

× × ×

My mouth was on its own, I couldn't control it. Im guessing my heart is. Ive got so much to tell him but I couldn't find the right time too.

Plus, my ego won't let me. *plays ego by GD*
I know, whatta bitvh.

When he was about to say something, the bright light that was shining bright giving me light slowly went dim.

I guess that's my que to say my goodbye.
Afterwards, everything went dark.

× × × 

I woke up the next morning to find myself alone it the room, but something was odd.

The atmosphere was tense, I could even hear the cleaners gossip, but the voices were muffled because of the thick walls.

There were people running around outside of my room, I could see shadows passing by in a flash.

The noise outside was so loud, the doctors were yellling.

What the hell was going on out there?

I tried to get off my bed but i was caught with the wires and tubes attached to me.

Urghh istg, am I really that sick? Its getting really annoying not being able to move around.

Suddenly the door slide open, and came in baekhyun.

His eyes widen when he saw I was trying to yank those tubes off me.

"YAH YAH YAH! Neo michyeosseo?! taeylee stop what your doing. NOW!"

Baekhyun came running towards me, pulling my hands off those annoying tubes.

"Taey baby, calm down, just calm down, please don't do that ever again. You scared the life outta me." He said pulling me into a tight hug, caressing my back.

I inhealed his sweet sweet scent and snuggle my face to his neck.

It gave me the warmth I needed, and the comfort.

"Baekhyun-ah, I...- I miss y-you..." I tried to say, with my face still stuff into his neck. I felt him smile.

He hugged me tighter.
"Yah your gonna break me soon."

He laughed but still he didnt let go.

I just let him hug me, but after 1 minute and a half pass by, I could definitely sense something was wrong.

"Baekkie-shii, is something w-wrong?" I tried my best to sound calm.

All sorts of crisis was playing in my head on that moment.

What happen that was so bad, it brought cheerful baekhyun down?

Omg am I dying?! Or are the other members in a critical condition?! Is my mom dead?!

Is c-chanyeol....s-still... alive?

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Omg im really sorry I left you guys unupdated (idek if that a word) for like a decade and a half but here it isssssss~~