Hi.......guys I know I haven't been on for like 3 or 2 years.......this is Eclipse~Chan....I have grown up a bit and well I logged in to my old account and this is just heart breaking for me to see.....that after 2 or 3 years this is what I have missed out on.......I'm so happy sad but at the same time want to delete my previous mentioned books and be a new person so please give me suggestions on what I should do