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Part 32

Maya:

He loves me.

Not even Marcus said that to me.

Hearing it makes my heart warm and butterflies go wild in my tummy.

When he said that I didn't reply instantly because I was thinking about if he actually said that. Like did that really happen or was my mind playing tricks on me.

Did he really say that?

I was smiling so big but clearly it didn't show. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that." He said and walked out of the bathroom. Leaving me there.

What no! I can't lose him! I have to just tell him the truth!

"No Shawn wait." I yelled at him. He stopped and turned around and I laughed. "What?" He asked blankly and I could see a little bit of hurt in his eyes, because I didn't say it back.

"Why are you leaving?" I asked and he put his hands in his pockets as I stepped closer to him. "Because you probably don't feel the same." He said softly and looked at the floor.

"Doof! You didn't even give her time to reply." Aaliyah said and smacked his arm making me laugh. "Now I can butt in!" She said again and he smiled at her.

"Well?" He asked and I smiled walking more close to him. "I was just thinking." I said and he took his hands out of his pockets as I stepped closer to him. "About?" He asked and I wrapped my arms around his neck, feeling his hands loosely resting on my waist.

His touch sends shivers down my spine and makes my heart beat fater. He has such an effect on me, it's unbelievable.

"About how much I actually love you." I said and he smiled. "Really?" He asked and I nodded. Seeing him so happy makes me happy, and I truly am happy with him.

He crashed his lips onto mine and we smiled into the kiss. I know it's early but like I said if you have the spark you fight for it, you don't let it go!

Shawn's my spark.

He makes me happy, so happy. I smile even though I'm just thinking about him, when he hugs me I feel so safe in his arms, as if there's a shield around us that no one can knock down.

I was putting up so many walls against opening up to other people, to meet new people, to find love. He broke down those walls piece by piece without him even knowing it.

I'm falling inlove with him each and every day. Over and over again.

"You... are indescribable." I said to him and he smiled. I can't describe him, and it's sometimes so frustrating that I can't put my love and care for him into words.