I sat head down,
Absorbing their voices with a frown,
Laughing with their beautiful gowns,
I can't see a single clown
I wonder how far will it take,
Their happy faces, I want to break,
I crumpled my to-do list as I ate my cake,
Deciding which one of them, first, I am to take,
My head's loosing screws,
Making one's life miserable on a cue,
Is it what I really want to do?
Please tell me what to do before my life is over due.