Love is stupid
Love is unreal
Love is something I can't help but feel
I look at love in the face
And wonder why it came to me
Why should I feel loved?
Why should I feel safe?
Why should I feel like everything is going to be okay, when one of theses days at any given moment I will shut down and not feel a thing?
Where the voice of love will not come threw to me
Where I will lay in bed and think about every single thing I have done
All of those ugly words I have heard
Where it will drive me crazy, where I will wanna pull my hair out and scream
Where I wanna cut and wonder what it feels like to slowly bleed out and die
But I will wake up the next morning
Acting as if everything is okay
When in reality it's really not,
An it will never be, because
I am not okay
