Shawn:
Maya was still sleeping, I'd be too but I just couldn't.
It's 4am.
There were all these lyrics stuck in my head and I just had to put them in paper. Get them out of me!
I didn't want to bother Maya so I walked downstairs with my songbook and sat down on the couch writing everything down.
"Hey what you doing?" I heard her faint voice and looked at the stairs. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you." I said softly and she sat down next to me.
"You didn't I wasn't sleeping just laying down." She laughed and I kissed her cheek. "Uhm... I hope you don't mind but Lauren asked me to go out with her later today." She said rubbing her hands on her thighs.
"No. No problem at all." I replied with a smile.
I don't have anything against it. Just because she hurt me doesn't mean I want to keep Maya behind walls, away from her.
"I don't mind you being friends with Lauren." I said and she layed down on the couch resting her head on my lap.
"Shawn." She said softly and turned on her back so she was looking up at me. I smiled putting my book down on the table and playing with her hair.
"Yeah?" I asked smiling down at her.
She took my other hand and played with my fingers. She's trying to make me forget She even called me.
"Maya?" I questioned. "How much do you love me?" She asked and I furrowed my eyebrows together. "What are you doubting Maya?" I asked a bit hurt that she would question my love for her.
"No nothing Shawn I promise!" She said with her eyes widening. She sat up immediately and held my head in her hands. She could probably hear I was hurt.
"Please don't ever doubt my love for you Maya. I love you so much and I'll never want to leave you or love anyone else." I said and she kissed me almost directly after I said that.
"That's what I was hoping because I just want to tell you how much I love you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me Shawn." She said and I pulled her onto my lap.
She was straddling me as I pulled her closer into my chest. "You remember that day at the fountain in Madrid?" She whispered softly and I nodded, kissing her neck.
"This is what I wished for." She said and looked at me. I just smiled at her and felt my heart skipping a beat.
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Fanfiction🛑EDITING AND ADDING!🛑 When Maya did an application to become a tour manager at Island Records, she would've never thought that the tour she'll be managing would rather change her life. With the struggle of an abusive ex boyfriend and her sick morh...
