You have been a 1D fan ever since your friend, Olivia, showed you them a while back. You can't deny that your madly in love with all of them, but for some reason you can't take your eyes off of hunky Zayn. In June your going to a concert with Olivia and you both got Ultimate VIP packages! You were freaking out when your mom told you she bought them. On the day of the concert you and Olivia leave your house in your red one direction shirts that you made the day before. As you pull into the parking lot of the arena, your screaming the lyrics to Up All Night. You park, get out of the car and head towards the section where the meet and greet is going to be. You and olivia are one of the first ones in line when the drop dead gorgeous boys come in and take their seats. Olivia is freaking out because she is head over heels in love with Harry Styles, the cheeky, curly haired one. Then you spot Zayns flawless jawline, and feel like your going to pass out. You follow Olivia up to hand Liam your cd to sign and watch her as she freaks out because you are breathing the same air as the hottest boy band in the world. Your next, you hand Liam the cd and he winks at you and passes it down the line. Zayn is next, you don't know what your going to do!! You let out the weirdest most inhuman squeal possible right as your walking up to him. "what is your name love?" he asks "Alyssa!" you say, trying to stifle your inhuman noises. You notice that Zayn doesn't seem to notice your noises but yet he can't take his eyes off of you. He smiles and you follow Olivia down the line. You look back at him and notice he is still staring right at you. You smile at him and he smiles, runs his fingers through his hair, bits his lip and looks down to sign the next girls cd. Your at Lou now, and he smiles and signs your cd. "I think Zayn really likes you. I have never seen him look at anyone like that before, and I have to say your gorgeous!" "thanks Louis! Are you serious?!" your freaking out, but Lou gives you a high five and a wink as you move on to Harry. "what is your friends name? The curly haired one?" whoa! You and Olivia could leave this concert with your dream boyfriends! "Olivia, that's her name, she really likes you by the way." "does she?!" he asks, then continues "well that's good cause I put my number on the back of her cd, haha" he laughs and niall bumps him. "haha ok Harry!" you go on to Niall you is laughing the whole time, which makes you and olivia laugh too. Then you wave goodbye and walk to your seats for the sound check. You both tell each other what the boys said to you. "DID HE REALLY SAY THAT?! Oh my gosh!!" Olivia says about what Harry said. She flips over her cd and sure enough there in black sharpie is his number with a smiley face, a drawing of a cat, and a 'call me? xox- Harry' at the bottom. She nearly dropped dead right there. She asks you to flip over your cd and you do, not expecting to find anything. 'your gorgeous, and to love you is like dying but to loose you is like suicide, call me? xxx- Zayn' your jaw drops. WHAT?! Did he seriously write that on the back of your cd?!?! After you and Olivia's panic attacks, you go sit down. You decide it's worth a shot, so you text zayn after the sound check. He texts back immediately and asks to go out to dinner at a fancy restaurant downtown after the show. You agree, because after all it is ZAYN MALIK FROM ONE DIRECTION that just asked you of all people to dinner. The show was amazing and now it's time to go home and change for your date. He says he will pick you up at seven, and it's six now. You drop olivia off at home so she can go text Harry. You decide on a coral colored dress with some black heels and curly hair. The doorbell rings and you just can't contain yourself. You calmly walk towards the door and answer it. "hi Alyssa, you look amazing love!" "thanks zayn!! You look handsome as well." then your little sister walks past the door and notices just who is standing there, she drops her bowl of popcorn and it spills all over the floor. then she runs away screaming. "well ok, I think we have two one direction fans in the house!" you laugh. "yeah, she's kinda crazy about you boys." "thanks, let's go." he holds your hand and leads you to his car. Then he stops, and stares at you with his mouth open. "what?! Is there a bug on me?!" you say. "no, it's just your too beautiful, and I can't believe I can call you mine." you blush and squeeze his hand and then give him a playful smack on the bum. He smiles and kisses your forehead, laughing because he knows he's got a sexy bum. You pull up at Benny's Italian restaurant, and zayn opens your door for you, you get out and take his hand. You order a sweet tea and zayn does the same. "so Alyssa, would you like to be my girlfriend?" he asks, out of the blue. "sure, I kinda already thought I was!" way to make this awkward, you think to yourself. "well ok! I'm glad we cleared that up!" he smiles and orders for you like he's known you forever. You both get the tortellini, and it just do happens to be his favorite too. While your eating, he makes you laugh to the point where your almost choking. He comes over to you and pats your back, making sure you don't actually choke. "I'm ok zayn!" you say in between little coughs. "ok, good, but I'm going to stay close to you just in case." "whatever you say doctor Malik" you joke. After your done, and zayn picks up the tab, you kiss him passionately and thank him for tonight. He doesnt hesitate to kiss you back, pulling you close and holding your waist. You finally pull apart and walk to his car. He drops you off at home and kisses you goodnight. You feel so safe in his arms and it's almost impossible to break apart. He asks you out again, but it kept getting put off because of his performances and signings and such. It's been a moth since you have seen him and it's tearing you apart. He finally gets some free time and calls to say he is on his way over. The next thing you hear is a loud crash and screaming. Your stomach caves in and you start to cry. "ZAYN?! ZAYN! ANSWER ME!" he doesn't. Your sobbing, really loudly now. "911?!" you tell them his license plate number and where he was coming from. You arrive at the seen, looking like a mess. All you can think is that he is dead. You see a smashed car, that is really crushed up. The policeman says that he was hit head on by a semi, and that he is in critical condition. Your crying again and the doctor says you can visit him in the hospital right away.