Please forgive me, I'm sorry [Ben Bruce One shot] [Dirty]

Ben slammed the break from the car shut, one street away from the cute little house you and Ben live in, Ben was Staring at you, Giving you ''the'' look, the look he would always give you when he was mad at you, But there was something different, You could easily write the pain off his face, He kept looking at you, You wanted to cry, Feeling so sorry for doing to the poor guy, So you stepped out, Walking the last part home, you see ben drive past you and walk into the house, Slamming the door shut, A minute later you Slowly open the door, Shutting it shut Softly, And taking off your Jacket, when you look at the door opening to the kitchen you see ben standing there. ''What. The Hell. Was. That?'' He shouted. you take a deep breath, Trying to pretend nothing happened, ''What are you on about'' You said. Ben suddenly punched the wall, ''I fucking saw it [y/n]. You fucking made out with Danny' Ben starts shouting at you, walking towards you, You still pretend you don't know what's going on, And stay calm ''Ben babe, what are you on about, I'm so confused''. as you walk past him, grabbing a glass of water, Taking a sip out of it. Ben goes standing in front of you, Since he's a bit taller then you you look up, Ben's right in your face, as you get a bit scared, Since he's intimidating. ''Don't pretend you don't know, you bitch, You better start being honest before i kick you out'' As you start squeezing the glass getting slightly Angry, Ben laughs ''Fucking slut, why'd you do this to me, what have i ever done to you?!'' You suddenly throw the water in his face, ''Fucking stop it! You're the one Who's treated me like shit, You've been hanging out with Danny's girlfriend for so fucking long we both thought you were cheating on US, now we on you, you treat me like shit, expect me to do everything, get mad at me if i don't fucking do something!'' And you walk away, wanting to go upstairs, You're done here, You're done with him. Ben walks after you, Roughly pinning your shoulders to the Kitchen door, Staring in your eyes, ''We haven't done ANYTHING, You're just being fucking paranoid, You blame me when you're the bitch, Don't act like you'll grab your stuff now, Because you got NOWHERE to go'' Without thinking you say ''Fine i'll go to Danny'' And you feel Ben pushing you harder against the door, Angrily lowering his voice ''You wouldn't fucking dare''. As you're getting more mad yourself you say ''Watch me'' As you walk to the house phone, Dialing Danny's number, as you feel Ben's eyes burning on you. ''Uhm, Danny, Ben knows. He's blaming me for everything and wants me out, Can i come over to yours?'' As you laugh slightly ''Thank you Dan, I’ll be at yours in half a hour'' And you hang up, And walk past ben, ''I'll be grabbing my stuff'' As you walk past him, Leaving him with his mouth open from shock, Not expecting you to actually leave him. You see Ben walking to the phone, You know he's going to get mad at Danny but you don't really care, You're beyond done with Him. You hear ben coming into the room ''So this is it? You cheat on me, then you run off with him? Low, even for you [Y/N].'' You just explode with anger, Turning around starting to shout at him, ''Oh don't fucking act like this now, you cheated on me with Danny's girlfriend, fucking me over, and your best friend, when me and Danny hung out we discussed it, and i started crying, Danny held me, when you never did anymore, because you don't give two shits about me. I looked up and we kissed, not fucking making out so get your shit straight before you try hurting me!'' And you slap Ben across the face then, Unmediantly regretting it, Because you feel him slapping you back, And pushing you on the bed, having him bend over you, Shouting straight in your face, ''Why would i fucking cheat on you when i love you, me and her hung out because we were planning something for us, stop being so fucking paranoid, you fucking know i love you otherwise i would've not done this''. You still hold your cheek, crying slightly, ben notices and whispers ''I'm sorry'' as he tries to hug you, But you look scared and push him away and start shouting ''DON'T TOUCH ME'' and you can see ben's hurt. But ben quickly grabs you, His face a millimeter away from yours, and whispers again ''I'm sorry, i love you'' and you take a deep breath and say ''I fucking hate you'' as you attack his lips, Kissing him, Ben unmediantly pulls back, and looks surprised, staring in your eyes, they're spitting fire, but, you can see the lust in his eyes. And before you know he's attacking your lips, Kissing them very rough as you flick your hands through His long brownish hair, Wrapping your legs around his waist, and he slowly starts grinding against you through your Yoga pants, Leaving you moaning, and you stop kissing him, Staring directly in his eyes, Whispering ''Aren't you mad at me anymore?'' and you regret asking it, and wait for him to get mad, But in instead, you feel your blouse being ripped open and have ben kissing your neck, still grinding against you, you feel his lips smile on your neck, while he's working on making a hikey in your neck you start tugging his top, Moving it up, And he sits up, Taking it off, You can't help but stare at his stomach, It's so sexy, So attractive and you're getting so turned on by it, And suddenly ben rips off your blouse, leaving you in your bra, And he rests his chest against yours, going with his cold hands on your back, Looking for the clip of your bra, slowly undoing it, leaving your torso completely naked, as Ben works his way down, Taking your Yoga pants off slowly, Making you want to beg for more. Before you know he inserts two fingers inside you, Without warning you. You unmediantly buck your hips and squeal, Since it hurts, But Ben ignores it, and keeps going till he thinks you’re wet enough. When he takes his fingers off he says ‘’Sit up’’ With a cold voice, You give him a strange look but does as he says. He puts his fingers in front of your mouth and whispers ‘’Suck it off’’. ‘’Wha-‘’ you try to say but when you open your mouth ben quickly puts his fingers, You’re scared he’ll get mad again, So you just obey, and do as he says, When he takes your fingers out you decide to do something, You go on your knees, Slowly putting your hands on his belt, Asking ‘’Can i?’’ He takes in a deep breath and nods, So you unbuckle his belt, slowly sliding it down, Your heart is pounding, you want to do anything to pleasure him now, Since you know you’ve been wrong, Guilt approaches you, But also curiosity. ‘’What did he mean by ‘’Surprise?’’ You shake it off and think for a second. You decide to kiss his erection through his boxer, Making him hiss loud, As you smile, knowing you’re turning him on you decide to lick it, Lick a bit up before you slide his boxers down revealing his massive boner. You decide you lick all the way down, then kiss all the way up before you take his tip in your mouth, You Can feel his member growing into your mouth, So you decide to take in as much as you can, Pumping the part you can’t take in, But Ben pushes you away, Demanding you to go lay on the bed, Since you’re still scared you obey, and you feel Ben climb over you, and suddenly slamming right into you, leaving you screaming his name in pain, Asking him to stop, no begging him since it hurts so bad, He just stays all the way inside you, letting you get used to it. After a minute he looks at you, you’re still breathing heavy, slightly in pain, He moves all the way outside you, and slams inside you again at full speed, making you scream again, this time more in pleasure, and he keeps doing it, And grabs your hands, Moving them above your head and laces them with his, pecking you constant, giving you no time to rest, and you wrap your legs around his waist once again, giving him a better angle, when suddenly picks you up, So you’re on his lap, him sitting on his knees, Making you move up and down really fast, you rest your head on his shoulder, biting it hard from the pleasure, your hands on his back, making deep red marks as you can feel yourself getting closer to your orgasm, and if Ben can sense it he says ‘’Cum for me, I’m close myself baby’’ And he starts pounding inside you, Making you scream and you can feel his load shoot deep inside, you, sending you over the edge, screaming his name. Once you both have finished you rest your head on his shoulder, and you feel his hands resting on your under back, He slides out of you, and lays you down, him holding himself up with his hands, before pecking you, and looks you in the eyes ‘’Listen, I’ll talk to Danny, But, you’re mine, and I’ll make this very clear to him, next time he’ll make a single move on you he’s in trouble, got that? You’re mine.’’ Before he puts on a half-smile, kissing you again You smile and peck him back whispering ‘’I’m sorry, I know, I didn’t kiss back, and Danny regretted is unmediantly, It’s because you saw it what made him act so cocky, but I promise, I love you, and I’m so so sorry’’ as a tear rolls down your cheek ben wipes it off your cheek, and kisses your forehead ‘’Don’t cry baby’’ And he goes lay next to you, signaling he wants you to lay on his chest, So you do, and you unmediantly feel his strong arms wrap around your back, and he whispers ‘’[Y/N] I love you, Please never forget that, It’s all okay, Just, never again promise?’’ ‘’Promise’’ you whisper. You can feel him smile and hear him saying ‘’I love you’’ You yawn and say ‘’I love you too’’, and whisper ‘’Forever’’ Before you fall asleep.