The Trouble With Love (SHOEY Fanfic) DISCONTINUED

If You and I Could be Forever (Chapter 1) EDITED DECEMBER 18th, 2014

I walk through Shane Dawson's front door smiling. This was to be the seventh official Shoey collab, and I was used to it, but I still felt a little spark of happiness every time I saw his face.

"Hey Shane! How ya doing?"

He smiled wide and hugged me. I hugged back, enjoying the feel of his chest against mine. I cant help liking to be touched, after going so long without affection. Yeah, I hug my friends sometimes, but with Shane it's different. I'm mildly attracted to him because of all the "fake relationship" drama we created. Shoey gave us both what we wanted; more subscribers, but I think I was starting to get attached to the idea.

"Great, now that you're here, gorgeous. Wanna make a video or something?" I just had to blush. I should be over his relentless flirting by now, but he knows I've been alone for a long time and loves using that to his advantage.

I wouldn't mind going full gay for him... Not that I already might be. I've never really had a preference... I could care less what gender, just as long as I'm loved. And honestly, I haven't felt that way in years...

"Yeah, I guess... So what video should we film? A sex tape?" I asked chuckling.

Izabella, his sister (in this fic), walks past the door and rolls her eyes.

She had long, dark blonde hair with bright blue eyes, just like Shane. Izzy is quite the sass master, something Shane isn't. She definitely has a mind of her own, meanwhile Shane just has little quirks.

"Oh you know we will!" Shane says with a wink, exaggerating it so his younger sister can see.

I was beginning to feel uncomfortable.. A knot was starting to form in the pit of my stomach, warning me that something was off. He has never winked at me... Like that before...

"Mmmm, sounds fun..." I said, my voice heightening a pitch or two, a habit I picked up when I started Youtube.

"Ew, you two are gross!" Izzy says handing Shane his camera. "Get a room..."

Shane chuckles and glances back at me, with a whole new look on his face. A look filled with lust...

"Come here you..."

He drags me into the bedroom and throws me on the bed. I sit up to watch as he sets up a camera. Like usual, except the camera was pointed at an odd angle towards the bed.

"Did you bring the lube?" He asks.

"Um, no. I left it here, remember?" I giggled nervously, still in my Youtuber personality.

Shane whirls around and stalks to the bed. He slowly moves onto the bed, not breaking eye contact. That's when my body froze.

He props himself over my body on his elbow and knees. Of course, one leg over my hips, with our crotches barely touching. A drip of sweat trailed down the back of my neck and I bit down on my bottom lip to hold in a surprised squeak.

I could feel his breath on my neck, and it was making me even more uncomfortable.

"Hush..." He murmurs huskily in my ear.

I started to tense up a bit more. The sexual tension in the air was high. I looked at his face from the corner of my eye. Just his expression was enough to make my body tremble.

"Well..." I began awkwardly. "It's just you, me and the camera...?" He leans down and kisses my lips before I could finish.

At first, I hold back, but he rests his fingers in my cheek, making me melt.

I started to wrap my arms around his neck, leaning into the kiss. I savor the taste, enjoying a much needed kiss from him. Last time I kissed anyone was when he kissed me for Dare The Dawson... Four years ago. Sad, I know.