Bullied / Phan

Chapter 1

Just another normal day. It'll go as always. Me wearing the normal black clothes as an attempt to avoid attention, going to school just waiting for the day to end or my loneliness to disappear. Another lonely walk on my way to math. Another boring lessons where it's more fun to write son lyrics than actually pay attention. Yet another walk down the halls looking at the ground to not get attention. But I wish I could get just a tiny bit of attention. That just on person here would maybe go over and talk to me. 

With that tiny wish I look up. I can see Phil Lester coming this way. Luckily we've never talked...  not that we would talk much. It would most probably just be him beating me up.

There's always a bunch of girls walking close around him and the rest of his group. Not that I care. But their attempts on flirting is nothing but sad. 

With that I look down again. 5 seconds and I already get enough of people at this school. No wonder I have no friends when I hate everyone here. 

Ouch

"Watch where you're going" I look up and stare directly into a pair of ice cold blue eyes. He could kill just by his look. 

"Sorry" I mumble.
"What? I didn't hear you?" He doesn't even have to try to long strong. Just by the tone in his voice it's easy to hear that HE decides what's gonna happen now.

"I said sorry, now leave me the fuck alone" I don't know where that sudden anger came from. But it's here and makes me seem a bit more strong than I actually am.

"Did you just said that to me?" Phil raise his voice. I must admit that it scares me. But I can't let him see that. 

"I don't give a shit about what I said" I stand up even though I know that it's most likely a waste and I'm gonna end on the ground again in a few minutes. But I don't give a fuck.
"Well you should"
Before I get to say more I get a fist directly in the face. I fall back on the ground and don't get time to stand up before he hits again. Again and again and again. Until I can barely open my eyes. Until every inch of my body is in pain. And while all of this happens I'm too aware of the big crowd of people around us. 
"You made a mistake" Phil said as he leaves me alone. Just like everyone else. His black leather jacket following his body perfectly. 

Maybe I could have avoided this if I just kept quiet. But of course I make everything worse for myself... As always. 

God I'm so fucking stupid. 

I kick the floor in anger, which only puts my leg in even more pain.

Okay so this was the first chapter. It got kind of rushed and isn't that well written. And now I'm at it I would like to apologise for bad grammar that'll most likely be here since English isn't my first language. 

Short about this story: It's not gonna be that long but I hope that you'll somewhat enjoy it. I decided to upload all parts at once cause I just thought that would be better, instead of updates once every half year until I think it's too bad and just abandon it. 

Also this story is mostly an attempt to write better, but I though to myself why not just put it on here. 

Oh and there's not gonna be any more authors notes, cause I don't want to ruin the story too much with my small bad comments.