The Nameless Angel

Chapter 29- Im done

I ran my fingers through my hair as I paced back and forth. Luke had to leave to finish his tour and he promised to call. He hasn't yet. Ruby was waiting for Michael and Paris for Calum. "Maybe they just forgot, or got held up," I tried to make an explanation. My phone rang. "False alarm just the label." I sighed. "Hello?" I sighed. "Oh no sorry I'm just waiting for a call, what do you need?" Laughs a little. "You liked it, really?" I got excited. "Yes yes I'll be there, tomorrow?" I asked. "Ok see you then," I laughed hanging up. "They liked my songs," I smiled. Then Ruby's and Paris' phones rang. I was still silent. "Hey baby," Ruby smiled. "Hey," Paris laughed. I looked at my phone. No messages, no calls. Then my phone went off. But it was ashton. So I ignored it. I went into the bathroom and wiped all my makeup off. I took my hair down. I brushed my teeth. and changed. I laid down trying to sleep but ashton kept calling me. I fell asleep. But I woke up to my phone ringing at midnight. I answered it. "What the hell do you want Ashton, I'm not in the mood," I snapped. "Hey princess," I heard Luke's voice. "Baby," I smiled. "Sorry, my phone died and we weren't at the bus so I had to use Ashton's voice and you didn't answer my 50 other calls," he laughed. "I'm so sorry, I just didn't wanna talk to anyone, because Ruby and Paris got calls but I didn't," I laughed. We talked for around and hour. "Bye baby I miss you," he laughed as I hung up. I fell asleep after that. I woke up 3 hours later. I had to take headache medicine because I was dyeing inside. I got dressed in my mint skirt. And crop top. I did my makeup wearing Jeffree's Abused on my lips. I slipped on my wedges. I walked out to go to to work. "Hey," I looked and Ruby. "What are you doing?" I asked as she was wearing the black shoes and the green dress. "Getting laid," she winks. "Oh is Michael here?" I asked. "No," she winked again. "Oh," I laughed. "You wanna come?" She asked. "No I'm engaged and I have to get to work," I smiled. She grabbed my arm. "If you tell him, I'll kill you," she smiled. "Whatever," I laughed walking away. "I'm not kidding!" She yelled. I kept walking. I grabbed my phone. Calling Michael. "Hey Michael, I need to tell you something!" I said closing the elevator quickly. I told him everything she told me. "I'm so sorry," I felt so bad. I couldn't keep it from him could I?
I pushed it off my shoulders just working on songs now. It's been a while and I think I can start to think of a cover. The name of my album is just going to be self named. I finished looking at the artwork and I loved it. I thought it went good with my personality. I hadn't talked to Luke in weeks. He promised that when he could call he would. I messaged him my photo idea for the cover. He seemed to love it.

He always did that. He never "could" talk. And I just got really lonely. Calum called Paris every night. And I got all my stuff back from Ruby because i didn't trust her anymore. So I decided to go out. Ya know get out of the
Loft I started to rent. Get away from people. I put on a bright yellow dress, and my wedges and started to leave. No phone. All I had were my keys and myself. As I walked I saw guys and girls. They all seemed pretty nice. I wasn't here in L.A to meet nice people. I wanted to adventure. I went around looking at the lights and the pretty scenery. I ran around having fun. I looked at all the artwork on the walls. Getting inspiration. I saw girls on the street "working". I saw gay people I saw transgenders. It's a great world. I even ran into some YouTube people I knew. When it turned twelve I started to walk back. The streets started to die down and I was just enjoying every moment. I was done, with all the drama, the "pregnancy" that doesn't exist anymore. I just kinda gave up after the baby died. So I wanted to get back into the spirit. As I walked back I saw something. It seemed like a good idea at the time. There was a thing that people would parkour over. So I ran. I ran and jumped over it. I laughed as I fell to the ground. I saw that doctor again. Kilo. Apparently he moved here. "Alyson is that you?" He laughed. "Omg Kyle!" I ran up and hugged him. "Wow look at that rock," he laughed. "Yea, me and Luke got engaged like a month ago," I smiled. "What are you doing here?" I asked him. So we talk and talk. As we made our way to my apartment. "So where's Luke now?" He asked. "Tour still." I laughed. "Was there a reason you got engaged?" He asked looking at my stomach. "Oh no, well I was pregnant, but I figured out I miscarried like a week ago," I held in my tears. "Oh I'm so sorry," he hugged me. "It's ok, apparently the doctor lied," I laughed. "How?" He smiled. "She said I could have one child, and now that chance is gone," I felt a single tear leave my face. "I'm sorry," he smiled. "I was going to ask Luke if we could try using a surrogate, but then I remembered he didn't really want a child at a young age so I didn't ask him," I laughed. "Oh that's sad," he smiled. "Not really, I get where he's coming from, he's almost 21 and I'm not even in my twenties yet," I laughed. "Well," he smiled. "Ok ok it's late I better head in," I smiled. I hugged him goodbye as I made my way inside. I got ready for bed and fell asleep to the noisy city of L.A.