i put an act on because i dont want to get hurt. some how whjen i put my guard down i get hurt. so i put an act on again so i dont get hurt. now everyone thinks i am this strong person who cant be broken so i let them think that. where inside i am screaming for help. some times at night i lay in bed crying because i am so broken inside and no one is there for me when i need them , and when someone does ask me if im fine i lie to them. one day i hope i can be with someone who makes me happy and i wont have to put an act on.
