•I am the human contradiction.
I have no self confidence yet i have a massive ego. I want to turn my life around, yet i want to die. I want people to think i have no weakness, yet all i do is cry. I want to be the best at everything, but i don't want to try. I want to stop hurting myself, but thats all i seem to do. I don't want people to see my scars, but i want them to know I'm scared. When i wake up i want to be happy, but i don't want to wake up anymore• m.j.