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This is about a girl named Sierrah Marlene Johnson who writes in her diary everyday and talks about wha t s going on in her life and how everyday is a struggle. Follow Sierrah through loss, love, happiness, and most of all her worst nightmar...

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1st week of school

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by sierrahmarlene

by sierrahmarlene

                                    
                                              Dear diary, 
       
           
            Today is the first day of school and I am freaking out and I just got in thr bus. Oh god what I am  going to do.


                                  Today is Wednesday😍😍 
Your probably wondering why I'm so happy well............. I this guy he so hot and I can't contain me smiling he so cute and he has abs. I just wanted to if his a girlfriend my friends think I'm stupid like him but I don't care.



                                  Today is Thursday,
I officially hit my life, guess what he is getting the slut of the school she gets around like pencils in my school ugh I hate my life there so perfect together he so nice to her walk to the class then walks to his class and picture up from his class but something about him drawls me to him I'm there early good guy like this before and we time I hear the the words Dylan Hendrickson I get happy and giggly I can hardly contain myself. One my friends name Sophia she said that he's bad news but I don't care I just need one and guy hot guy to love me for me and not the girl I act like sometimes I don't want to hide myself away from him get what does it there pretend I'm happy when I'm not.



                          Sometimes I wonder if I was a mistake I said down and cut I slit my wrists and thighs and legs and order to feel then I wonder what a you want to care if I killed myself that anyways he her if I ran away and would anyone stop me. With my dad come back to to be a father or will he continue to f*** girls all the time then leave I just wonder if I have a little brother or sister because my father abused me when when I was younger so I just wondering. My mom always ask me why do I take long showers I just reply and say because I want to be clean but in reality I do it that to get away from me thinking of the time I get away from me myself I think too much I breathe too much sometimes I wonder if I come to stop.