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i don't know what it's like
to have someone who loves you
gives you all the love you deserve

i don't know what it's like
to receive love
or to give it

i haven't experienced
the happiness
of getting a text from that certain someone

i havent experienced
the warmth you feel
under that certain someone's jacket

i don't know
what it's like
to have someone who makes you feel safe

i don't know
what it's like
to hug someone and not want to leave them

all these feelings i haven't felt
all these emotions i'm not capable of feeling
they're gonna make me completely numb me one day

and i know i don't talk about it much
but sometimes, just sometimes
you really need a chest to lie your head on
or a hand to slide your fingers through

but my life is perfect i must say
in the eyes of another, it's perfect
but as perfect it is
it's equally pointless and useless

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