Don't look at me, i'm disgusting
Nothing but a filthy pig
Bite after bite, just growing
I'm getting so damn big
Don't watch me when I start
Please, I can't stand the look
My appearance is grotesque
Like a torn up, watered down book
Don't look at me, please
I can't stand the disdain
I'm sorry I'm so gross
The thoughts are driving me insane
I cannot eat with all of this
The eyes watching my every move
I'm stuffing my face with food
I know what it is, I know you disapprove
I know I cannot deny this
Its my eternal shame
Nobody caused, or forced this
I am the one to blame
Its so gross to do
I'm a fat horrible cheater
I don't deserve this life
I am just a shame eater
"Shame eating is not wanting to be seen while eating food. You feel disgusting, like all eyes are on you. You cannot stop feeling judged and self conscious, even if there's nobody judging you. Shame eating makes life difficult, it makes everything difficult. Soon the shame turns to disgust, and complete shame in appearance. Leaving you to lock yourself away from the world.
Just love yourself. For one moment every day. Find one thing good about you, and compliment yourself. Soon you will find more things every day, leaving all that shame and self consciousness behind." - HanMan
