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Part 59

Maya:

✨3 months later✨

I'm currently back home... away from Shawn. This long distance isn't fun, but where getting through it.

I was busy doing a report for my last assignment when I got a FaceTime request. "Maya!" Shawn exclaimed after I expected the call. "Hey Shawny!" I said laughing. "God I miss you! When are you coming home again?" He asked and I pouted.

"Not in the next month." I said and his smile faded. "Shawn..."!I said trying to get him to cheer up again but it didn't work.

"Are you okay?" I asked sitting up and placing my laptop down on my desk. He shook his head no and started speaking, running his hand through his hair.

"I've just been off lately. But don't worry about it." He said plainly and I felt kicked in the stomach. "Shawn. How can you expect me to not worry about it. I miss you so much and we're thousands of miles away from each other and seeing you off makes me s-" I said but he cut me off.

"Drop it Maya!" He yelled and I was kind of taken back. "I'm sorry Maya. I didn't mean to-" he said but I cut him off.

"God dammit Shawn! Don't take your mood out on me. I just want to help you but you push me away everytime I ask you out on something. Just forget it!" I said and slammed my laptop closed.

I rested my head in my hands and started crying. I can't take his mood swings when we're so far apart. It's already hard enough and then he makes it even harder.

This is the fifth time we fought in the past few weeks.

I'm beginning to think this might not work out but I push the thought away everytime. My phone dinged and I wiped away my tears picking it up.

'I'm sorry baby x' Shawn texted me.

I just read it and continued my assignment.

We had it all, we were just about to fall even more inlove than we were before but then I had to go home to finish my last term.

I hated leaving Shawn there but I had no other choice.

I emailed my assignment in to my professor after a long while of working on it, and then went to the kitchen to make myself something to eat. My phone ringed and I looked at it to see Aaliyah calling me

"Hey sis." I said answering her call. "Aaliyah?" I asked after she didn't say anything and all I could hear was sniffing.

"Shawn's gone." She croaked out and I dropped my plate. "W-what do you mean?" I alse drunning to my room. "He said you guys fraught again and he started crying and got in his car. He drove off but didn't come back. It's been like 6 hours already." She cried out and I put my phone down on speaker as I dialed his number up from my laptop for a FaceTime.

"Common babay, pick up the phone." I said, feeling the tears in my eyes. But it just rings.