I'm sorry for hurting you
I made a joke
But who would have knew
I wish I'd choked
I wish I'd die
But I'm just left broken
I'm left to cry
I wish this morning I had never awoken
You make me happy
But I'm just a fool
I'm sorry that I can be snappy
I try to be cool
But who do I kid
Hide me away and close me up
Go on find that lid
Bottle me up and throw me away
Hopefully never to return
Yes I know I'm such a shame
I wish I could burn
But first I say sorry
If I put you down
Made you feel bad
Leave your face with frown
What happens behind that mask
Behind that beauty
Please may I ask
I want to make it my duty
But sadly I fail
I don't want to fly away
But I'm left to sail
Sail on this sinking ship
My heart plummets to the depths of ocean
Made by the tears from my eyes
Some would say why all the emotions
But who knows that you cry
But I pray to you
That when you throw me away
I just want to say I'm sorry
Please accept it
But why should you
I'm just this fucked dude
All these dreams
Lies tell me why the screams
They turn to nightmares
I'm afraid of what I might see
I'm afraid to close my eyes
I hold my ears
Yes I know I have fears
But please my dear
Listen to my story
When I think of love
I think of pain
When I look in the mirror I see my father
I feel the shame
I See my mother I see the pain
I look at her wrists
The scars they remain
She looks at me
I see the love
But I thought I knew love
Then I found her
Push came to shove
I wasn't there for her
I didn't help her
I hurt her
They say you were perfect
But was I?
I held her
I lost her
I loved her
I love her
I went home broken
Still remember that day
And from then on I look in the mirror and see him
My father
Who hurt my mother
In him I see me
Tell me do you see?
I sit alone
I have no one to call my own
I sit alone and cry
Why do I feel like I want to die
Guilt flushes over me
I am crushed beneath it's weight
It floods me like a black sea
I'm am broken yet broken again
I've lost my heart
I've lost my love
I've lost my joy
Please don't let me lose you
I'm sorry
But I do not deserve pitty
I am not worthy it
I am not worth it
All I ask for is your forgiveness
Please do not forget me
When I don't see you
I miss you
When I miss you
I dream of you
When I dream of you
I think of you
And when I think if you I feel joy
So please do not leave me alone
You might not know it
But you are my stone
Please do not forget me
I will not forget you
But please forgive me
I am sorry I love you...
