one shot:merome: gone and away

jerome pov:

one day....

two.....days...

three.......days......

why you leave me to stay?

......................

i sighed and looked up to the sky, it being a light blue.........

i sat here at café down the street, still holding the mug in my hands that was filled with coffee....

why he leave?, i want him here........ come back to me.........

why he leave with her?

i want him to come back.......

i couldn't stop the thoughts that rushed and spun around and around and around in my mind...

they poked and stabbed at me like daggers, they didn't let me sleep or eat or anything..

they caused me to lose my followers, my friends, my family......

maybe im over thinking this....

i took out my phone and tweeted to the followers i had left

"sorry no video's tonight again"

i signed and turned off my phone, forgetting to send the tweet.....

well there goes the rest.........

i reached for my coffee and tried to take a slip...

never mind....

im......not......hungry.....again....

i layed down my mug and picked up my bag from next to me....

i layed down the money next to the mug of untouched coffee inside and went home..

im over reacting again......

i opened the door to my house and stared at the mess in front of me.

this is your fault

this is your crime

this is your weakness......

i sighed and went up stairs

i went to lied down on the bed

but im not tired.....

i don't want to move

i want to stay here and not move just breath

i want to let the darkness cover me......

i lied down and just lied there....

"HELLLOOOOOOO???"

i instantly got up and looked around

nothing...

hahahaha jerome your going-

"HELLLLLOOOOOOOO?"

there it is again..........hahahahahahahahhaaaa jer-

"jerome?"

i looked over at-

"jerome..........."

micth?

"jerome" he smiled

"hahahahhahahaa i going insane again.........that not micth...... your going insane......just sleep"

"jerome? jerome get up and talk to me"

hahahahahaahaha

"that not micth....."