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Part 64

Maya:

I woke up with my head resting on Shawn's chest and our legs intertwined. I love it when he holds me in his sleep.

I looked up at him and saw his pillow had tear stains.

"Shawn?" I questioned sitting up and looking at him. His nose was red and his eyes were puffy. "Baby?" I whispered cupping his cheek.

His eyes were still closed but he took my hand off his cheek and in his. "Can you please get me a painkiller?" He whispered back and I kissed his cheek before getting up.

I got a glass of water and his pill before walking back to him. "Here you go." I said handing him the pill and water. He swallowed and thanked me before laying down again.

I got dressed and did my hair before walking back in Shawn's room.

He looked so frustrated.

"Shawn. Come, let's go downstairs." I said walking up to him and taking his hands. He sighed with his eyebrows furrowed together, and he looked utterly irritated but I shrugged it off and helped him up.

"Okay. That's good." I smiled at him and he smiled a slight smile back. "Lean on me Shawn." I said and we walked forward.

I felt his weight on me but I didn't mind. That's what I'm here for, to help and support him no matter what.

I love him.

"Maya. Let go." He said and I heard frustration in his voice. "You sure?" I asked and he nodded. I let go of him but held my arms out for in case anything happens.

He wanted to step forward but he lost balance and fell against the wall, pressing on it to hold himself up.

"Shawn let me help you." I said stepping closer to him. "No! I don't need your help Maya just leave!" He yelled and Karen came up the stairs. "Shawn!" She yelled and I looked over at her. "It's okay Karen." I said and turned back to Shawn.

He tried stepping forward again but fell to the ground. He punched the wall with anger now more than frustration, and I felt sad for him.

I knelt down to him as he rested his head on his arms, he was crying. I placed my hand on his knee and he looked up at me.

Me being me, cupped his cheeks and wiped away his tears. Sending him a big smile whilst taking his hands in mine. "Common." I said, he looked surprised by took my hands and I helped him up from the ground.

"There you go." I said, smiling at him but he just looked down at the ground. "I'm sorry Maya." He said and I kissed his cheek.

"I've been so rude to you but yet everytime I oush you away you just come back to me. Why?" He asked as tears pooled up in his eyes.

I know what he's thinking. He is thinking that he doesn't deserve me and needs to set me free so that I can find someone better. Haha. Shame for him because there's not someone better for me that him.

"Because I love you Shawn. And I know you love me. I understand your frustration eith not being able to walk but you'll get there. I'll help you. I'm not going anywhere." I smiled and he pulled me into a hug.

"Thank you." He said after pulling away from the hug and I cupped his cheeks, kissing him. "Let's try again okay?" I said and he nodded, placing his arm around my shoulder again as I held him up by his torso.

And we walked downstairs.