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he pushes me against the wall and looks at me with his big brown eyes.
his name is taehyung and i hate this stupid guy. who does he think he is?! he can't own me like his other bitches. in my opinion he's a silly fuckboy, BUT for a dumb reason i've a crush on him ...
... and there's something wrong with me. i mean it's nothing special, but i'm not a human. i'm a ghoul. so i love to eat human meat and-OK I SHOULD STOP YNNDBFWN.
he smiles.
i hate his smile, 'cuz it's adorable.
tracy: »STOP IT YOU F*CKING MONSTER«
lmao i'm the real monster not him.
tae: »or what? nobody will hear you scream«
i can feel his cold breath against my skin. i bite on my lips, 'cuz i can't handle this anymore. he's a handsome guy and i want that he does this things with me ... STOP TRACY YOU SOUND LIKE A WHORE.
tracy: »ok...ok... i'm a virgin, but pls let me go«
he laughs while he stares at me.
does he want to f*ck me that bad? i want 2.
okey let's go. it's my 1st time but idc.
tae: »what?! you thought i'll f*ck you?«
i'm ready now?! stupid pig i should known that. so what do you actually want?!
tae: »it sounds silly, but ... i love you«
tracy: »w8 for real?«
tae: »yes, i'm totally in love with you«
my checks turn red. what'
it's impossible? i'm not a special girl. okey, i'm a ghoul, but ykwim? he's the most handsome guy in the whole school?!
tracy: »show me«
tae: »hm?«
tracy: »show me your love«
i'm only a toy for him. he doesn't love me. i'm pretty sure about that, 'cuz i'm not the first. he says this to all girls, right?
tae: »i will«
he deeply looks at me now, but i hear the voice of my brother. he stops this conversation between us.
lu: »tae, it's enough let her go«
lu is my older brother i don't like him that much, 'cuz he always want to protect his little sister (me). it's the 1st time he comes to the right time.
it sounds like i hate everybody?... but it's not like that. when you know him better than you know what i mean.
tae: »oh pls you know it's just fun«
lu: »let. her. go.«
lu looks like he'll kill somebody. oh i forgot ... he's of course a ghoul 2. my whole family are ghoul's.
tae: »fine«
i run.
i run so fast that i can.
lu shouts my name. sorry bro i want to talk with nobody rn.
my eyes turn red. i'm starting crying.
fun. he's really making fun of me.
f u n.
i find myself laying on the floor, while somebody hits me. it's my best friend lee. she's kicking with her feet against my hip. my other best friend crystal stand next to her.
lee: »bae r u crying?«
tracy: »no, i'm not crying«
lee: »ya' know u r bad liar hun«
crystal: »a really bad liar«
my heart skips a beat. it isn't fair what he does with me. why is he so mean to me?
tracy: »i hate him«
crystal: »taehyung?«
they laughs.
lee: »you're in love with him«
tracy: »i don't«
crystal: »you're, beesh«
tracy: »okey, i'm«
we're laughing together. i don't know why but they always can lift me up. i only need them to be happy again. i stand up and we go to the next lesson.
at the night
it's midnight and i can't sleep. hmm ...
he said he loves me, right? nah. he'll play with me, but why does it sound so true? i mean i really hate him so idc, right? so why is he in my thoughts?
- pong -
???
what was that? i look around, but i can't see anything. maybe it was some kind of branch that hits against the window.
i close my eyes and try to sleep.
???: »tracy?«
a deep quite voice says my name. i open my eyes again. taehyung is standing in front of my bed. he smiles and look a little bit nervous.
»t-taehyung?! WHAT THE-«
»NO. be quite plsss«
»what do you want?!«
»i... i've a problem«
he looks serious.
tae: »they're after me«
tracy: »who?«
tae: »ik ur little secret, 'cuz i'm like u«
tae: »but there were people whose want to kill us«
w8? what does he mean? it can't be ...
his look change when he says: »i'm a ghoul 2«
he's joking. it actually can't be real.
tracy: »it's a joke, right?«
tae: »no, it isn't a joke. i'll show u«
he takes me in his arms and jumps out of the window. whaa! but we don't fall. we fly ... okey it sounds like i'm joking around, but ghoul's can fly. they've wings.
tae: »do you trust me now?«
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sooo ... that's the 1st part of my little story. i hope you'll like it. there will be for sure some 'mistakes' but don't teach me that bad, 'cuz english isn't my first language ( p_q)
