17 Reasons Why

17 Reasons Why: Chapter 1

9:00 PM - Skype call with #SEOKGEL

"Seokmin, can you like... SHUT THE FUCK UP??!!" Angel was already stressed out about procrastinating and Seokmin's corny jokes were not helping at all.

"Angel, I promise I'm kidding... your haircut actually looks... decent?? AHAHHAHHH", he exclaims, falling down his chair. He looks up at the camera, laughing while clapping his hands, hoping he'd get a little smile out of the cranky girl. "I actually really like it. Who picked it out? Mrs. Erica? Mrs.Felicia? Oh I know, Mrs. Malerie??". He wiggled his brow, hoping to get her attention but failed since she was absorbed in her AP textbooks. "You know, since we're going to be juniors, that means we'll be more exposed o the dances-"

"AND SATs, AND COLLEGE RECRUITS, ANDDHUHDUHDU stop talking and focus on your future, nitwit." She huffed under her chest not realizing how harsh she'd been to her friend. "Hey, I'm sorry for being a-"

"A bitch? Yeah, no kidding." He frowned, looking at her through the screen. They've been best friends since middle school and went through a lot together but the poor boy felt as if he was losing her and all she was stressing about was school, or was she?

"Look, ever since Joshua and I broke up I haven't been doing so well. He was our best friend and it wasn't meant to be but we kept pushing anyways... I'm sorry Seokmin I don't want to lose you too." She looked up at him, softly smiling, hoping he'd forgive her after all the shit she put him through.

"FINE. FINE FINE FINE. Just hurry up and try to finish early alright, we have the first day and I don't want to pick you up late."

"Seok... it's only 9:30... AHAHAHHAHHAH." She bursted out laughing, knocking some papers off her desk, not realizing how red the boy was. "YOU'RE ACTUALLY STUPID HA."

"LOOK, as long as I got one laugh out of you, I can sleep peacefully!" He said, smiling widely at the screen. "Okay, I'm off to bed alright. Talk to you soon, goodnight!", he said waving before logging off. She waved back, chuckling to herself before returning to the grind again.

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9:00 PM - Skype call with #SEOKGEL (Seokmin's POV)

"You know, since we're going to be juniors, we'll be exposed to all the dances-"

Shit, Seokmin what have you done? You just triggered her again fuuuuukkkkkk... she's ranting SHE'S RANTING FUCCKKCKCKKC YOU'll never win her heart now...

"Hey, I'm sorry for being such a-"

"A bitch? Yeah, no kidding." FUCCKKKKKKK WHY'D YOU SAY THAT. SHE LITERALLY LOOKS SO SAD RIGHT NOW WHAT IZ U DOINNNNNNNNNNNNN. SHE HASN'T LAUGHED OR SMILE SEOKMIN DO SOMETHING JEBDIDUIW. jesus christ, she looks so sad this is literally why you're single you fuking IDIOT.

"Look, ever since Joshua and I broke up I haven't been doing so well. He was our best friend and it wasn't meant to be but we kept pushing anyways... I'm sorry Seokmin I don't want to lose you too." jesus , no bbg i would never want to lose you shit shit shitjhfwehf omg she's looking a t me oh gid ... she looks so pretty HOW DO I MAKE THIS NOT AWKWARD NEJHWJHD SHE LOOKS SO PRETTY... okay calm u ugly bith calm

"FINE. FINE FINE FINE. Just hurry up and try to finish early alright, we have the first day and I don't want to pick you up late."

"Seok... it's only 9:30... AHAHAHHAHHAH." She literally started laughing :') I have finally made her happy. yes yes yes kep being happy yes pay attention to daddy for a bit yes laugh laugh keep laugh... Damn I love it when she laughs.... but .. damn she really does sound like a fucking chair scooting back though...

"Okay, I'm off to bed, goodnight." We both wave back at each other before logging off. I lean back from my chair, smiling widely for a bit before crawling into my bed. I stared at the ceiling for twenty minutes thinking about her, thinking about this short, cute goofball who had the ugliest laugh but still managed to make my heart race.

Okay you know what, f this bro i'm texting her--

Just then my phone rings and guess who texted ME FIRST?

- AngeL LINGLING >:( : are you asleep yet?

- Me: pfft why would i be sleeping at this time baby grill ;)

- AngeL LINGLING >:( : bc o idk... youre actually fuking gay :-)

- Me: ....

- AngeL LINGLING >:(: :-)

- Me: you ACTUALLY don't want a ride do you?? okay you can go ride with your school af mom mrs. erica who won't let you blast your nasty satanic music

- AngeL LINGLING >:( : I WAS JUST KIDDING JDUD I WAS JUST ASKING IF YOU WERE ASLEEP THAT'S ALL...

- Me: aw you actually worried :') i'm about to so sleep well princess ;)

- AngeL LINGLING >:( : um..... like mati pls okay and get nightmares <3

I rolled around my bed happily before putting my phone down, turning red under my covers. I've always had this huge crush on her and this was the year I was going to make her mine, no matter what..

kdwndkww jesus angel i must like you so much... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO GODDAMN OBLIVIOUS..